don't get it... in hi

I still really don't get this place. I can see and find some of you, but not just breeze through your entries like before. <sigh> Still sharing internet time with hubby's work, so I can't get here as often as I will once we get REAL internet (c'mon Verizon, run those cables!!) We lost another horse yesterday. He was 28 years old, and we knew he wouldn't live much longer, but after living through this brutal winter, he succumbed on a rainy spring morning. We were up and dressed and ready to go to the SeaGlass festival in town. My husband went over to check on Missile, who was lying down. I looked out the window after a few minutes and just went upstairs, and changed into jeans and a sweatshirt. We spent several hours with him while we waited for the vet (who was 2 hours away on another call) He had grain and molasses water and hay. He knew he was loved and would be missed.
Meanwhile the inn (the property we live and have the horses on is a popular B&B) was packed with guests who were driving back and forth up the drive. I don't even want to think about what they thought when the backhoe pulled up.
So...today it's still pouring and we are doing some cooking ahead for the week. It's my mission not to leave the house for ANYTHING.