May in Journal 2020

I feel really really bad :(

Everyday, I feel weaker now. My chest hurts really bad, my legs ache to the point they feel useless and I can barely stay awake.

I’m trying to eat more than snacking then dinner or huge meals that make me feel like I’m going to hurl. My bf seemed really sad today after I talked about being overwhelmed from eating snacks and I’ve never felt so guilty in my life.