New Moon in Gemini - King of Pentacles reversed in Weight Loss Surgery

I forgot to mention that it’s New Moon time! This is where you plant the seed. Gemini being known for communication, this might be where most of you start something new by communicating something new or just something that needs to be said.

Last new moon I wanted to give up “co dependency” - and the thing I’m most negatively dependent on his food. Now this new moon the whole weight loss surgery idea has come around. Of course I think admitting to Will that I want weight loss surgery and him being on board and us making an appointment to talk to a doctor about it IS definitely a new seed planted.

In new moon time you don’t exactly passively wait. You nurture your seed - water and attention. You can’t force your flower to flourish, you just have to care for it until it decides to.

Some people might go whole hog with effort in making the seed grow while others are more gentle and minimal with their effort. Both ways of nurturing are ok.

I woke up still annoyed at Will and him at me. Cats woke up us up at 530am and then we snipped at each other for it. Maybe not the best attitude to go read cards in but here we are…

King of Pentacles in reverse to me has meant to not over react. It also can show an unhealthy relationship but of course I would have to be the mature one. So even though I have thought of ways to get revenge on him. I guess I’ll just let it go - like last night. Like many other nights.

In the end anything I do to piss him off is not going to satisfy me, we’ll just fight and then no one wins.

I mean, I wasn’t completely silent. Thing is, when the cats are being ass holes I have a water bottle to spray them away. And a few weeks ago when I was half asleep I accidentally sprayed him in the face and of course he was super mad.

So this morning when the cats are being assholes to me, he’s snuggling them all close to his face - seeing that they are bothering me while I’m sleeping. So I say : You say you don’t want to be sprayed in the face yet you’re keeping them close to your face while you see them bothering me....” and then he got pissed off by my “bad attitude” so after our exchange I just decided to get up.

The card also has to do with $$ of course and I’m having an issue with my bank I’m trying not to freak out over either.

So the card is appropo but annoys me. HE annoys me. His selfishness.

Last updated December 20, 2020