it's sad. purple rain. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD

it’s sad. it is really sad. that now bc i felt. my sister drove a wedge between us 8 yrs. ago. we. don’t have much of a relationship. no and i played a part too. i’m not saying it was entirely her. [though it was mostly her.]. cause before that. from what i recall. i actually liked her. in hs yeah. we. she told me things. and i............i don’t exactly remember what i told her..........but like we’d talk. and stuff. we hung out in mexico. that i remember. [no the whole family went. to mexico.]. ya know we. would go to blockbuster together. or the park. like we did stuff ya know? but now..........
but. things change w/ age. people do too. or maybe it has nothing to do w/ it idinno.
purple rain.
but ya know. i was thinking about it and. as long as i have - someone - i trust then. it doesn’t have to be her. and maybe that’s ok. which i do. have someone i trust. my friend Mark Mark’s great. as i’ve mentioned.
my mom wants. the decisions i make to be mine. and maybe that’s fairly obvious. but mine no one else’s. she might not like them or agree w/ them or. know anything about them. but she wants them to be. mine. and wow..........wow.