Down in Current Events

I am running out of things to do. I can’t wait for this shit show to be over because I am aching to join a Crossfit gym with Toni. I just want to get my body moving already. Everything I’m doing at home is alright and I’m trying new things but I just injured my knees. I was doing my Crossfit burpees and just as it was getting too hard I somehow just went ahead and let myself crash land on my knees. Derp

I spoke with Ange all afternoon yesterday. I can’t imagine what it is like to have gone through what she did. She spent a lot of time depressed and crying because she was frustrated with her body and how it was failing her. She couldn’t even wipe her own ass while she in the hospital. She needed a wheelchair and then a walker. She just recovered so she is staying inside to avoid C19. She already went through hell so she isn’t open to exposing herself just yet. I am so happy that she is recovered. She still needs to get the hematoma drained every few months though and will be on blood thinners her whole life. I suspected that her weight might have been a factor, she was 80lbs overweight. She has since lost that weight. Nobody said anything about it. It might be genetic, she has two aunts with the same issue. Man, she worked four jobs to be able to fund going back to school and just as she got hired and was about to sign her first contract she had that Pulmonary Embolism… I sent her the contact information for the therapy centre I went to. She agrees that she could probably start working on her stress and such. Gosh, I don’t really know how to be there for her other than to just be my annoying blithering self and bombard her with attention.

Anyway, I guess I should go be gay and stuff. I’m going to try and finish my workout. I think my knees are done hurting.