1 month 20 days post op in Pudendal Decompression Surgery

Good things
1) Weather was nice today.
2) The burning stinging pain took a backseat
3) The bladder pain didn’t last as long in the morning
4) Got the dispensary switch thing figured out.
5) Started reading an old book and made contact with two PN friends.

Bad things
1) Mentally in a terrible place about my body and its capabilities.
2) Certain parts of the pelvic floor feel frozen/ locked.
3) A new sensation has presented itself… Stinging/itching feeling. Its something I also felt pre op from time to time but never for this long (2.5 days) I would normally say its a good thing but its not a new sensation. Seems like it can switch pain types in the blink of an eye.
4) Had random unprovoked electric shock/ stabbing sensations in the area.
5) Tired of feeling tired & mentally drained.

COVID 19 roars on
Virus damage report: 1,130,115 total confirmed in the USA, deaths: 66,224 and total recovered 175,382. About 888,509 of SICK or recovered/ missing data there. In IL beginning May 1, non essential businesses are allowed to do online orders and curbside pickups. Masks must be worn in public places. State parks are open with restrictions on how many people are let in. It seems like people are getting more lax with having people over now. I have to begin thinking about how i am gonna proceed with my life come June if the lockdown order is lifted. I dont see that happening as we still keep having more and more confirmed cases.