Summary in Journal 2020

Sorry for not writing more I just have t had the time. Same old heartbreak from friends and relationships happening. I’ve been fighting a mean cold to.

I just dont want to lose Calin. We’re on a break at the moment and I feel like I cant talk to anyone about it so let’s talk about the happy things. My channel is almost at 600 subscribers, I started a informative series on it and I inspired somebody to start YouTube. That made my start to tear up writing.

Imagine me inspiring someone. I’ve been all alone today, besides texting a bit and sparse family interactions. I feel weird crying right now but I have been overwhelmed the past month.

I did some online tarot and watched drag videos nonstop for nearly the entire day. After 4 years, I finally started rupaul’s drag race and I’ve recently found out about Dragula. I love drag queens, drag kings, etc.

Its comforting to watch lip sync battles and write reviews to share to close friends who have no idea what I’m talking about. I made a subliminal bundle and I’m proud of how it turned out.

But overall, I still feel overwhelmed and in pain. Physically and mentally. I dont think I’m dealing with the stress of the last few months well. Hopefully I can fix that.