Day 18 post op in Pudendal Decompression Surgery

Finding it harder and harder to remain positive when the nerve pain is expressing itself almost identically to pre op. For awhile there the sensations felt a little different but that was because I didn’t have a BM that day. I am super worried about re-injuring/ re entrapping the nerve. Looking forward to getting my post op “damage” report if you will from my doctor. But also really scared to get in the car again and faint/ pass out in the dr office. Also finding it really hard seeing as the virus stuff is getting worse and worse. Who knew it could get/ be this bad? My friends are all dealing with fall out from this virus. I seem to be the only one not having to deal with virus stuff but maybe that is just yet another thing waiting for me when I get back home.

Maybe someday, is my motto. I spend most of my day sleeping, walking, eating and crying. Maybe someday.