so idinno. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD

Patti she’s a housemate of mine i’ve mentioned her before. she is low functioning. she doesn’t talk to people she talks at them cause she’s not able to actually hold a conversation.
anyway so due. to the virus thingy the school she and jennifer go to. or maybe they go to different schools? i really don’t know. well it/they closed. Patti’s loud verbally and at night and in the morning she carries on like a fukin irish banshee. [well. not that there’s any other kind really as there’s not.]. in the house. out of the 3 of us. i’m actually the quietest. anyway well apparently. she doesn’t have a good immune system. but while i get. if i was required to stay somewhere it would be my mom’s..........like cause of the virus thingy. that’s not fair. the lady is a lot better w/ the housemates then i think a lot of people would be. me for instance cause i have no patience and i hate. waiting when i have nothing to do. finding placement can sometimes take. awhile. or even respite. also they don’t go anywhere now that the school’s/schools are closed. no they really don’t and they’re LOS. most of the time they’re in the same rm w/ the lady. bc if there was a place for them to go to for respite. [i don’t really know what that is actually. it’s like they’re being. well they’d go to someone’s house and be looked after at that house for a few hrs.]. on the days i went to the store then. that’d be kindof unfair of me to expect that ya know? [or maybe people don’t. know.].
and i think. bc now the housemates don’t go anywhere. they don’t bring back what sicknesses they might’ve picked up. but like now. since they’re not in school as i’ve mentioned. my store runs have changed to one of my parents or my sister. taking me to the store on the days i come back from my mom’s. since apparently i’m not to call the bus people anymore.
anyway so i did that um yesterday. my dad took me to the store and waited in the parking lot. in his car. and my time at the store went well. untill the end. when i was done grocery shopping consuming the chai i’d got at starbucks. i’m not really ready to go into that.
no but w/ this new sched. it means that i’d have to wait for the lady to get the housemates ready and into the van. cause they’re actually. not allowed to be by themselves for more then a few mins. or when they’re sleeping. i don’t quite understand why, it seems like she wouldn’t, be able to take me...........i mean no one’s that busy. -not asking btw. so.- i mean i could. walk to the store but that takes 2.5 hrs. cause that’s how far away we live. from it i mean. and i won’t take cabs by myself. oh yeah and the nearest bus stop is by walgreen’s which is 2 hrs. away walking so.
the lady’s husband’s a truck driver. so it’s not like he’s. always available to take. me to the store i mean. which i mean it’s not anyone in the house’s. it’s not their fault that the stupid virus thingy is happening. it’s just hard. and there’s nothing i. or anyone can do about Patti being low functioning. also i’m not responsible for her anyway so. no that’s the lady’s job.
stupid virus thingy.
so in some ways yeah. i am looking forward to this stay-in-place order being lifted. except for like. necessary outings. like going to the store. or a dr.’s appt.
so. and maybe this is a weird thing. but my problem w/ body wash is that it’s cold. no when it comes out of the bottle it’s cold. and so i’ll use shampoo bc. er well it’s not cold. which is the part that’s weird. actually they do make things that are 3-in-1 which i might get one day. anyway so yesterday.........i was actually going to use this bar soap i’d gotten from my um. mom’s. for my hands. but then on the way back from the store my dad asked. about it and i won’t listen to my dad. [well it’s just one day.]. so. like no i really. won’t listen to my dad. i feel like yeah no i have mentioned this recently. um but yeah yesterday i got new shampoo. stuff it’s apple. scented. and pasta, pasta sauce, plastic bags. and the chai. like i said.