well a little happier entry than the last one.
Things have been....they haven't been bad, nor great..just been.
I really need to start applying for jobs. I've only applied for one so far, I had to much hope I guess. I emailed them my resume a week ago, and I haven't even heard from them. I'm contemplating doing a follow up email, but I'm thinking that if it gets filtered into their junk folder, than maybe I should just sent them a msg via their facebook page. I think it would be a great fit for me, and I for them.. but oh well, I'm going to apply for some more today. I love being able to email my resume in, the Waitressing jobs I'm going to apply for obviously I will go out and apply in person.. but all the administration and booking jobs, I can usually do from home, in the comfort of our craft room/ office in my pj's while rocking out to John Mellencamp. I'm contemplating going back to school for social work, It seems like a career that would be really fitting for me, I've had tons of people tell me so.. also it would kind of tie into what I do at wfg, it's all about helping people. I was a little unsure that I would return to WFG but I definitely think I will, I miss the people, and I find myself missing the challenge of trying to do something that's so simple & so hard at the same time.
I've been a little extra lonely these past couple weeks, believe me when I say I'm not exaggerating that all my friends are shacking up. my last 2 single best friends, both told me in the last couple weeks they are moving in with their significant others.. It makes me soo happy for them. sad for me though. still single. lol The friends with benefits that I didn't really want around anymore, messaged me last night, I almost broke and told him to come over last night... I mean it's just sex right... But it's the same old sex...and he's not what I want anymore. I want soooo much more than sex. I want a challenge and to connect with someone else..... I went over to the other fwb's last week for bj & steak day. That relationship, well lets just say I think the novelty has worn off. I'm no where near the same person I was when we met, even though it was only a few short months ago. I'm just ready to move on from all of it I suppose, it's just hard for me to do when I'm alone & lonely lol .
Like seriously, where do 30 + years old meet people? I've tried the internet in the past, and just really have no desire to go back that route again, I don't really party or go out to bars anymore ( not that I ever really expected to meet anyone serious there) I've still been going out to live shows every now and again..but really that's it.. the rest is just wings on Thursday and the odd hangout with friends every now and again.. It especially sucks that I'm not working. My benefits just ran out, so now going back to work isn't just an option it's mandatory. I have enough to pay my rent for April though, so at least I have that.
Plus I really am ready to get back to work, I've been so lazy being around the house these last couple weeks. I've lost all my oomph. my get up an go lol oh well time to stop procrastinating and start sending out resumes lol
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