Why Do You Feel This Way? in Hello

Useless.

I was off the last two days and really didn’t do anything. Yes I rested up. But…I don’t know. Feel like I should have gone out and done something. Sure I messed with the Lego set I got for my birthday earlier. I didn’t feel like doing anything yet I feel guilty about doing nothing.

Thought about reading or drawing or something but nothing sounded appealing. Relearning to cope with boredom with general apathy sober is going to be a pain.

I don’t want to work tonight…
I need a nap.