Still Awake in Hello

I just got in from Peacock’s house. Her and the hubby are slowly trying to work things out. I was having a rough night (including Friday) where things went to shit (in my opinion) and I wanted to drink, badly. We texted back and forth then called and she invited me over to talk things out. I’m really grateful to have a friend like this.

I’m okay now. I left her place right at 1 AM so I knew all the liquor stores were closed. Seriously, I pass by at least four on the drive home. She also gave me a bud of weed so that will help relax my nerves a bit. I’ve been up for twenty-eight hours plus so far. Gonna fix up a glass of ice water, take a few puffs then go back to vegging on the couch till I fall asleep.

Tomorrow is another day. I will face it without alcohol.

Three weeks sober…

Last updated March 01, 2020