Ace of swords, The Fool, 7 of pentacles-r in tarot journey

Past:
Ace of swords
A hand issues from a cloud, grasping a sword, the point of which is encircled by a crown.
Divinatory meaning: Triumph, the excessive degree in everything, conquest, triumph of force. A card of great force, in love as well as in hatred.
Reversed: the same meanings, but results are disastrous; another account says-conception, childbirth, augmentation, multiplicity.

Present:
The Fool
Folly, mania, extravagance, intoxication, delirium, frenzy, bewrayment.
Reversed: Negligence, absence distribution, carelessness, apathy, nullity, vanity.

Future:
seven of pentacles
A young man, leaning on his staff, looks intently at seven pentacles attached to a clump of greenery on his right. One would say that these are his treasures and that his heart was there.
Divinatory meaning: these are exceedingly contradictory, in the main, it is a card of money, business barter- but one reading gives altercation, quarrel, and another innocence, ingenuity, purgation.
Reversed: Desire, cupidity, envy, jealousy, illusion.

I feel like maybe I flipped the top card wrong.... I don’t feel like… wait… I’d say I’ve had triumph over the idea love=sex. That is for sure a thing in my past. Other than that I can’t think of any real triumphs.... I have had conception.... but whatever

Current folly, .... I had to look up bewrayment which led me to bewray....DIVULGE, BETRAY.... probably did that yesterday.... but he deserved it.... I’ll put it in a real entry in a moment

Desire, jealousy, illusion, cupidity even.... I could see all of those being in my future.... if I don’t get some of these feelings of anger and sadness under control....