5 of pentacles-r, 6 of wands, The high Priestess-r in tarot journey

Past:
Five of pentacles
Two mendicants in a snowstorm pass a lighted casement.
Divinatory meaning: It foretells material trouble above all, whether in the form illustrated, that is, destitution, or otherwise. For the cartomancists, it is a card of love and lovers- wife, husband, friend, mistress- also concordance, affinities. These alternatives can not be harmonized.
Reversed: Disorder, chaos, ruin, discord, profligacy.

Present:
Six of wands
A laureled horseman bears staff adorned with laurel crown; footmen with staves are at his side.
Divinatory meaning: The card has been so designed that it can cover several significations. On the surface, it is a victor triumphing, but it is also great news, such as might be carried in state by the king’s courier. It is expectation crowned with it’s own desire, the crown of hope.
Reversed: Apprehension, fear- as of a victorious enemy at the gate, treachery, disloyalty, as of gates being opened to the enemy.

Future:
The High Priestess
Secrets, mystery, the future as yet unrevealed, the woman who interests the querent (if male); the querent (if female) silence, tenacity; wisdom, science.
Reversed: Passion, moral or physical ardor, conceit, surface knowledge.

I wouldn’t say my past has been disorder, chaos or ruin.... and certainly not a reckless extravagance or wastefulness in the use of resources but I obviously had to look up the word profligacy and the second definition fits I guess. licentious or dissolute behavior..... and then I had to look up licentious.... promiscuous and unprincipled in sexual matters. .... So that’s probably right lol

Not sure what triumph I’m having.... or good news… or hope

Moral or physical ardor.... passion....

This day is just foggy all over.....