The lovers,2 of sword, Q of cups in tarot journey

I feel like this isn’t going nearly as fast as I wanted it too.... mostly because I can’t find the time to pull a card on work mornings .... let alone write about it. SO.... I think I’m going to start doing Past, Present, Future layout.... in order to cycle through the cards faster..... should also make for much better tarot entries?

Past:
The Lovers- Attraction, love, beauty, trials overcome
Reversed-Failure, foolish design.

Present:
Two of Swords- A hoodwinked figure balances two swords upon her shoulders.
Divinatory meanings: conformity and equipoise which it suggests, courage, friendship, affection, concord in state of arms, intimacy.
Reversed: Imposture, falsehood, duplicity, disloyalty

Future:
Queen of cups
Beautiful, fair, dreamy woman (as one who sees visions in a cup).
Divinatory meaning: good, fair, honest, devoted, who will do service to the querrent. Loving intelligence, and hence the gift of vision, success, happiness, pleasure, also wisdom, virtue.
Reversed: the accounts vary; good woman, otherwise distinguished woman but one not to be trusted, perverse woman, vice, dishonor, depravity.

Well, I would say this is interesting but.... well it’s not.... but everything has to do with the lack of sex lately.... but with the lovers card being first it’s hard not to make it about that right? So I’m going read this as that though we’d had times of attraction and love that could be felt.... we’ve come to more of an agreement. A friendship, conforming to whatever is happening rather than taking time to do things we really should. I would hope the “future” woman would either be someone to enlighten us on what’s going on, someone to help “fix” whatever issue is preventing things, or someone to come into our lives that cause infidelity so we can move on with reason.