Seven of wands -R in tarot journey

A young man on a craggy eminence, brandishing a staff, six other staves are raised towards him from below.
Divinitory meaning: It is a card of valor, for on the surface, six are attacking one, who has, however, the vantage position. On the intellectual plane, it signifies discussion, wordy strife, in business- negotiations, war of trade, barter, competition. It is further a card of success, for the combatant is on top and his enemies may be unable to reach him.
Reversed: Perplexity, embarrassments, anxiety.

For a change this card was honestly reversed… I turned it how I felt was natural.... and it’s more right reversed than regular. Last night, though not directly and not in an insulting way, my weight came up. Nicole felt the need to suddenly talk about how she used to weigh 320 and did the South beach diet. I immediately tried to not listen.... but it’s effects have lasted.... so I was looking at it .... smh.... the expense wouldn’t matter if I got the results she did.... but how long ago was that? how long was she on it? She lost 100lbs so it had to have been a good while .... now I want to ask but I don’t want to talk about weight… no one should care..... BUT.....

my left thigh is slightly blue..... I need to go have it looked at and talk to the doc but I know he’s just going to say I need to loose weight.... and I just don’t want to hear it AGAIN.... because that’s always the problem.... bad cold, lose weight.... ugly rash, lose weight.... broken arm, lose weight.... there has never been a time I’ve been to the doctor in my whole life where weight/modified eating habits wasn’t brought up.... as if it would cure every issue to lose weight. This situation fits Perplexity, anxiety and most of all embarrassment.