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Earth is a great place to visit, but I wouldn't want to live here.
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I had to change my name. I googled myself and this diary was linked on like…the third bullet point. I didn’t think I cared that much about being discreet, but it turns out I do. I had another d...
Thursday, I wake up and vomit bile. Get back in bed, shivering in a cold sweat. Get up. More bile, but this time it comes out my nose too. more cold sweats. Fever. I end up giving up my shi...
#meToo in The grotesque metamorphosis of a Bi-Polar human into a Tri-polar monster.
I’m not going to lie…my heart is broken into so many tiny pieces right now. I’m sure most of you know that over the last few days there has been a movement on social media…posting #meToo as a wa...
…you wouldn’t make love to me. You went fast asleep, you wouldn’t even talk to me. You say I’m so crazy coming home intoxicated…I said, “I just want to love you” (I just want to love you, baby) I...
Hemophiliac in The grotesque metamorphosis of a Bi-Polar human into a Tri-polar monster.
This is my second entry today…but I’ve been jamming this song again lately, and we are going to be playing a show soon and I guess I just felt like I wanted to share this with the few of you who ...
Just like the waves in the ocean, a tiny little splash of malt liquor in the sea of drank, 40 more milligrams of Latuda through your nervous system. It’s hard to not feel separate from the rest ...
Every time I see my psychiatrist I have to lie to her about how much alcohol I drink and I fucking hate lying…so I’ve started to kind of hate going to see my psych. She’s like, “I don’t want you...
I’m sitting here just kind of drunk and just kind of stoned and just sort of manic and maybe a little bit depressed, like maybe I’m suicidal but I don’t actually want to die or kill myself, I’m j...
I say this is my first experience with DMT, because I plan on using it at least a few more times in the hopes of navigating the spaces a little more thoroughly. I will do my best here, to explai...
I had a dream about one of my ex’s last night and it’s kind of been fucking with me all day, and then I just checked Facebook and her picture was one of the first things I saw because she was in ...
I wish I had a better reason for not writing in a long time than just that I’ve been playing a lot of Nintendo 3DS. haha. That’s about it. That’s all I’ve been doing. I mean, I’ve been going to...
Not a whole lot to write about lately. I have just kind of been working and partying, and then working more and then partying more…nothing extremely productive, really, but that’s fine. Well…I m...
I am the other man now. One of my ex’s just contacted me on instagram and started following me, and we began talking for a little bit…and just kind of cleared the air. Today she messages me aga...
I had a long talk with my mom tonight after work. It was really nice. I love that woman so much more than makes sense, because I have also had so much anger at that woman. The anger is mostly go...
…then I did a bong…then I blocked a bitch. Thanks for the advice, everyone.
This fucking bitch that started note spamming me a while back with a bunch of hateful nonsense won’t leave me alone now. Apparently her brother died…he was 33 and very successful, yet he died of...
I wasn’t supposed to work today, but my manager called me last night and asked if I could open this morning…and also if I could open tomorrow morning. My first instinct was “Oh, I wonder if John...
I just played with the cutest little baby spider I have ever seen…and by “played”, I mean I kept trying to get it off of my sweater and out my door that leads to the back patio, and it literally ...
“Why are you so dangerous? It’s like my spell on you is useless.” All I even do anymore is listen to The Black Angels and drift into some sort of trance…they make such deeply textured music, it’...
Last night was one of the most fun events I’ve ever put together, and I have no idea how I even put the whole thing together. I just kind of started putting people on blast on Facebook and telli...
My last entry was a loving goodbye to my dearly departed vehicle. And, I am sad, but I knew that this was coming. I took my car on this four day road trip to PDX, I split it into 8 - 10 hours of...
I got the call from the mechanic today, he told me that he didn’t want to tell me how to spend my money, but if it was him he’d just say it was time to let the car go. RIP Ron Burgundy…you took m...
I made the mistake of leaving a comment on someones entry last night that didn’t go over very well, and it resulted in three comments on my entries that became personal attacks. One of the weird...
Last night I was getting ready for bed…and by that I mean I was about halfway through a bottle of wine when a friend of mine hit me up to go to a party down the coast. I wanted to get a good nig...
I can’t even remember how long ago it was that I decided to take a four day road trip up to Portland to go get my guitars and paintings, but I feel like it couldn’t have been longer than a week o...
