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UPDATE IT’S WORKING!!!! He’s blocked me on Facebook, but the truth has already been sent to everyone. I’m ecstatic right now! :D :D :D Some of his friends were also coworkers, and I did email h...

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That letter to his wife was just the beginning. I’ve emailed his job about who he actually is and just finished up a draft of a similar letter. I unblocked him on Facebook so I can message all of...

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Complimentary Trigger Warning. Hello. I’m Andrew, C and J’s big brother. I’m writing to let you know who you’re married to. This is difficult for me to bring up, but everyone should know t...

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Today flew by, but that happens when you’re dissociated. I wanted to get some wood burning in, but I’ve been shaking so badly all day that there was no point. No appetite, dizzy, and nauseated, I...

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Trigger warning for all you fine folks out there, related to bad things happening to children.```````````````````````````` ````````````````````````````````````````````` Last night my heart brok...

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Fair warning here, TMI. ^^ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~; So this past weekend, my girlfriend and I went to Minneapolis to celebrate our one year anniversary. We had been talking for a while about picking ...

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You’re in the craft aisle and decide you can’t trust yourself with an xacto right now. But I did pick up a wood burning kit, hopefully I can do some neat things with it. I think I’m getting to ...

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I’m inconsistent. I pledge to myself that I’m going to write more frequently, and I don’t. Wonderful, caring people note me and I take a week or more or just never get back to them. Friends messa...

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I abhor violence but I swear to god if you rattle my cage, I will lose whatever restraint I have. I want to blast a hole in the fabric of the universe or harness this fury and take this cage some...

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I abhor violence but I swear to god if you rattle my cage, I will lose whatever restraint I have. I want to blast a hole in the fabric of the universe or harness this fury and take this cage some...

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I need someone to listen very carefully. Take me to the edges of the world. And hold my hand without a word. While I unleash this bottomless scream. I feel like I’m going to implode My body be...

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Take me out. Out to the curb. Curb your expectations. I’ll always let you down. Down here’s where we eat. Eat our just desserts. ———— Feasting on the bones of who I used to be Leave me hungr...

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That all the emotional work I’ve put in, the physical pain I’ve endured, that the healing wouldn’t lead anywhere. I thought, naively I suppose, that once I reached a point in the healing process...

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I don’t belong here. Here, meaning life. I’ve always been isolated, the idea of being on the outside looking in prevalent even back in elementary school. Back then it was the abuse and the fal...

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Undaunted by the prospects Of empty sifting pans I still got out of bed ```````````````````````````````````` Thirty times I’ve been around Six times I ran aground But who’s keeping score? ```````...

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There’s not too many things that I keep to myself. Hell, one of my first entries in here was basically a compilation of the abuse and horrors I’ve been through, and that was hard. This though, t...

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Well, just one…Recently posted this ad on Facebook. Don’t miss out on a chance of a lifetime to own a piece of my personal history! For a limited time, you can now purchase the ACTUAL wedding ri...

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Hey y’all, with PB slated to shut down, I suppose it’s time to grab my entries and start the pilgrimage to another journaling site. If you’d like to keep in touch, leave some contact info! I was...

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Oh my gosh, life has seemingly come to a creeping and quiet halt. It’s been two months now that I’ve been job hunting, applying anywhere and everywhere, trying to find online gigs. I haven’t he...

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Hey folks! If you’re a gamer, feel free to add me on the following platforms for fun and hijinks! Xbox: MimesWithBombs Steam: Andjew87 I play pretty much everything but sports, racing, and sim-t...

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Phew, thank goodness, we’re back up and running. I had a rough stretch of days there that coincided with the PB blackout and I’m glad to have my diary dumping place again. I logged into my old ...

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Well, I’m back at it again! The oldest grudge match in human history, Head vs. Heart. Although I can’t tell who is in which corner… I’m oscillating between feeling like I’m worthy and deserving...

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Well, here I am again. I’m still sorting through photos and job hunting every day. It’s been an unusually quiet period for me, which has been frustrating. Normally finding a job isn’t a proble...

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I like Radiohead. I didn’t get into them until this past year, but the feelings I now have associated with them make up for the lost time. Here’s a link to my favorite song by them. I’m going ...

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