The Brat
As you will notice if you look around...things have changed. I decided that the old name just didn't fit anymore. I gave myself that name when I left my abusive ex, it meant Not-beloved. Well I am not that person anymore. I am loved and I love myself. One of my self given titles in the BDSM world is a Brat. So I thought I would try it on here for a little while. Something else you might have noticed is all my past entries are private, Like I said it was time for a change.
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Peace in 1 Day at a time in my crazy life
I sit here and listen to the nighttime music coming out of my girls’ room and I remember a different life. While I sit here in peace tonight, my life wasn’t always so peaceful. When I ran from on...
New Baby in 1 Day at a time in my crazy life
So I found out yesterday completely unexpectedly that my little girls Bio mom is pregnant. Not just 3 or 4 months but 38 weeks and 5 days. They haven’t visited my little girl since easter.....whe...
New Baby! in 1 Day at a time in my crazy life
So I found out yesterday completely unexpectedly that my little girls Bio mom is pregnant. Not just 3 or 4 months but 38 weeks and 5 days. They haven’t visited my little girl since easter.....whe...
OMG I am so tired. My little girl was the PERFECT sleeper when she was a baby. Now its hell to get her to sleep in her bed and even when we do....she comes to bed with us about 11:30 every since ...
The Weekend in 2021
Friday was my first day off since starting the new job. I got everyone out the door and went right back to sleep lmao. I slept til hubby got home at 12. Then we hoped in the car and drove to look...
First full Week in 2021
I sit here 10 minutes from completing my first full week working from home. Its different than I thought it would be. But over all I am enjoying it. Last night Swayze’s cw did a 6:30 visit. Which...
Making History in 2021
I sit here doing something I have never found important before. I am watching the inauguration. Today, We see our first ever female VP. I don’t care which side you stand on....THIS IS HISTORY. I ...
Making History in 2021
I sit here doing something I have never found important before. I am watching the inauguration. Today, We see our first ever female VP. I don’t care which side you stand on....THIS IS HISTORY. I ...
As usual its been forever since I wrote anything. Just gonna jump straight in. I started a new job, I now work from home scheduling Covid vaccines in FL, or answer the hotline depending on what t...
Tomorrow, my world will change. I will be a grandmother A Mimi to Swayze Kingston 12/22/17
Njm fail.... in NJM 2017
Ok so I totally failed. I’m just so busy between family and work. When I come home I’m exhausted or have no privacy…I hate to write in bed because my husband is right there and reads over my shou...
skipping the prompt tonight. Why is an off day never really an off day? But at least bubba and I got to have a date tonight. Chinese for my very last cheat day. The dr put me back on my meds so I...
NJM2 Promts 1 and 2 in NJM 2017
1. How was your year to this date? My Year has been filled with love above all else. I married my Husband October 28, 2016. That date is/was also my dad’s birthday. I wanted to honor him and I kn...
I’m gong to try..... no promises. I work a lot now, but I want to get back to writing.
so it didn’t take me long to blow my top at the NEW MANAGER. I went to turn in my keys to the DM and she asked me to stay. The next time I worked she simply relocated me. I was under the understa...
First Grand baby in 2017
10 weeks and 2 days....due December 28th. Here goes nothing.
Hey look, 3 days in a row. That’s a record right there!!! :) I took my meds yesterday and slept like a baby. It didn’t knock me out like it did when I took it before but once I closed my eyes I w...
Panic attack in 2017
Sitting in Hobby Lobby sobbing, unable to job hunt, or anything else, means it’s time to go to the Dr. I called my Dr and said I’m having a panic attack, my dad is dying, my daughter is pregnant ...
I knew the last time I saw him that he was sick. I hear all the stories and I just wait for the call.... today I got that call. My mom never calls me unless its to fix something on her phone/comp...
I need a house boy with a foot fetish in 2017
No really I do.... Every time I say I am going to get a pedicure or that I need to paint my toenails my sweet blind husband decides to paint them for me and I get this.... They are messy and bu...
Checking in in 2017
Its been so long and so much has happened I don’t exactly know where to start. My Hysterectomy was a piece of cake, recover was hell. But I survived and its over. I spend 10 days with my daughte...
Spoke to soon in 2017
I left the house at 11:30, got back home at 3. I did nothing but sit in a chair…By 6 I had a fever of 101.7. on call Dr said I had 2 options, 1 she could call in antibiotics and I could call my D...
Easier than I thought in 2017
I was so scared of the AFTER HYSTERECTOMY, scared of the pain, scared of not being able to move around. This was nothing like I invisioned. Surgery Wednesday, he left me alone and pissed me off s...
I had my hysterectomy today…And my husband just left me in the hospital alone. About 7 he said well I guess I’m going home.....Huh??? Really??? Well fuck you too. Guess he is gonna get a big dose...
3/30/2017 11:30 am in 2017
Woke up as usual when the Husband was getting ready for work :/ 6:30 AM Blood sugar 109 Weight 240 *Breakfast: 600 calories, zero carbs Bullet proof coffee (coffee 8-12 oz, 2 tbsps of real butt...
