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My husband had an online affair about 3 years ago. We're in a much better place than we were back then, but every once in a while, the weight of the baggage gets to be too heavy. I feel like we've tried too hard to just accept things and move forward rather than also healing from the past. I'm trying to he's.
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Trust. in The Present
4 months ago, I asked you to stop talking to her. 4 months ago you said you couldn’t just stop, but you were we’re working on it. 2 weeks ago, I saw you had a recent snap from her. I see you like...
2 years, 39 weeks. in The past
2 years ago, I was 39 weeks, 0 days pregnant. Given that this would be a repeat c-section, 39 weeks weeks 0 days was first day they’d allow for me to schedule the surgery. I was over being pregn...
Stay. in The Present
Why do so many songs have to do with cheating? Every time I think I’m doing better, a stupid song comes in the radio asking a lover to leave someone else and it takes my breath away.
A letter to her in The Present
Dear you, I have tried very hard for the last 2.5 years to be the bigger person, to show grace and maturity, to be understanding. During this time, I have tried to embrace you, your friendship, ...
Silver words in The future.
We talked. We talked a long time about what I want him to do. He understands what I want and why I want it. He wants it for me. He doesn’t know how to do it, though. He’s never cut someone off b...
Unanswered. in The future.
When it all went down, I told him to cut it off with her. I can’t recall why he said he couldn’t/didn’t want to, and I said ok. Against my gut, I continued to allow it. A few weeks after the fact...
Interruption. in The Present
It’s been a long stressful week-and tomorrow will be the longest day of them all. I passed out on the couch about 2 hours ago. I just came to bed, and of course now my mind is a twitter withall ...
Selfish vs. Self care in The Present
I want him to stop talking to her. He can’t abandon anyone (or thing-he’s such a pack rat). She’s having a shitty time at life. So much is going bad for her, and much of it is medically related...
First of all, I want to make sure it is understood that I do not want to vilify my husband. I also do not want to excuse his actions. They were wrong and hurtful, but we were both hurting in many...
Visions. in The Present
Yesterday we had argument #5763790 over this whole thing. I say argument because it wasn’t a happy conversation, but it’s not like we disagreed. I just get frustrated because I can’t say anything...
The beginning. in The past
In March 2014, I found out that husband had been having an online affair with someone. The started by commenting on their blogs with each other. Then Facebook messenger. Then texting. And finally...
