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Under the Surface in Current Events
I don’t feel in control. That is the source of my anxiety. I create a fake sense of control through various habits. Some can be productive but some can be destructive. This is where attachment is...
Secondhand Vertigo in Current Events
My empathy is on the fritz. I have a buddy writing about his vertigo on here and I’ve been losing my balance all day. I was washing my face this morning and had my eyes closed. I felt I was tippi...
Ramblings in Current Events
I am fighting with myself to sit down and study. What else is new? I figure that if I quickly write something I will be able to get in the mood for it. Yesterday I went with my sister to see the...
Under there in Current Events
Woke up in the morning stumbled to the kitchen poured myself a cup of ambition and dumped it out and took an acid bath with my toaster…. Don’t know why I felt that was funny. I have dark humour....
Skor in Current Events
I don’t know how to sum up today. I think I know the score now with my position on my team, at work. The district manager that my boss reports to was in today and he offered to help me with my a...
Fuck It Era in Current Events
I remember being in my fuck you era just a few months ago. I gave zero shits about anything and I was able to tackle everything head on without overthinking or second guessing. That’s some glorio...
Relapse/Collapse in Current Events
I relapsed on every level. Am I going to be sulky about it? Absolutely. I’m throwing myself a pity party. I’m being facetious. I don’t want to take myself too seriously but I do need to take mys...
KD Lang Possession in Current Events
The challenge I am having today, with my trial run with vegan keto, is food cravings. I’m not really a food-craving kind of girl. It feels a little overwhelming. The fatigue and brain fog is gone...
Inflexible in Current Events
Ketosis is kicking my ass a bit. This is evidence that I am not as metabolically flexible as I thought. I fasted for 37 hours to get into ketosis. Now I’m trying to sustain it for a few days. A w...
All My Scars Are Open in Current Events
Can the mind get tongue-tied? I don’t know what to think. My inner monologue is waiting for me to feed him his lines. If it’s not scripted he gets tongue-tied and twisted. I don’t know what to t...
Man In The Mirror in Current Events
I managed to power myself down for a moment. Everything in my head just stopped. It was like rising up from the dead. More like being reborn. Maybe the best way to describe it is that I rebooted...
Wheel of Misfortune (My Birth Chart) in Current Events
The image below is my natal chart. My complete astrological birth chart. It includes both the positions of the planets and the houses. Along with the aspects. The houses give us the horoscope. Im...
lol Allergy in Current Events
I learned that if I laugh too hard I will experience heartburn afterward. I, at least, think it is heartburn. I’m not too sure because I’ve never experienced it before. I also learned that CBD oi...
Ramblings/Rumblings in Current Events
I’m in my self-sabotage era. I had a mini shopping spree right after complaining about my spending habits. I want to grow my wardrobe so I am committing myself to purchasing one article of clothi...
Unsorted in Current Events
I abandoned work like an ugly child today. I started to get that feeling of coming down with something and even though I’m not good at ugly goodbyes I was like goodbye ugly! I probably could have...
Decompress in Current Events
My test went alright. The young lady that sat next to me asked if I was ready. I can always be more prepared. I replied. She agreed. I really could have studied harder. I struggled with the test ...
Unload in Current Events
[TMI WARNING] My coffee enema today was rough. It was supposed to be quick enough but it turned into a 4 hour ordeal. Menacing to say the least. I don’t think I’ve ever had that much matter come ...
Rough Start in Current Events
I had a rough start to my day yesterday. I really should have been in a better mood because I had 11 hours of sleep. I was a little gagged about it because I had 99 things to do and proper sleep ...
Zzzzz in Current Events
I went to bed at 5:30 last night. That’s 5:30 PM. Can we even call that “last night.” I said I was tired. I also said that I had a million things to do. After I took my grandmother shopping, I de...
Pressed in Current Events
I can feel that I am closing in on a breaking point. My fragile little mind needs some rest. I really have been going nonstop since August. Between starting school and a new job I’ve been keeping...
Home Sweet Homo in Current Events
Home sweet home! I was homesick before I even left for the cabin on Friday. I’m finally home. I’ve already unpacked and I have my loads of laundry going and I washed away my sins in the shower. ...
Homesick in Current Events
It’s Sunday morning and the view from the cabin window is beautiful but I’m homesick. It snowed on Friday when we left. 8 out of 12 of us made it in. The driving conditions were horrible. The la...
Star in Current Events
I was really feeling like a rockstar at work today. I keep saying it but they really appreciate me at this location. I get the respect and recognition that I feel I deserved at the other one. The...
Pointed in Current Events
I’m battling with myself right now. I have a tendency to get fixated on things. I am currently fixated on the gym. I have better things to do right now and every fibre of my being wants me to hid...
Speaking Of in Current Events
I feel like I manifested my class being cancelled this evening. Nobody wasted any time high-tailing it once we were told that class was cancelled. We were already there, present and waiting for h...
