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Brent Everett, the pornstar commented on my latest IG post. It was just an emoji and basically click bait but I accept the ego boost. Brent Corrigan liked a selfie of mine last year and I fangirl...

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Suddenly I’m a life coach to the fuck boys I work with. I know “kids” look up to me and such but not this many attractive straight guys at once. It’s just 3 but I’m in my dirty 30s and they give ...

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It has about run its course. I tend to turn my feelings for somebody else into something toxic for everyone. I didn’t let it get that far this time. No obsessive boy disorder. I think my night on...

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I don’t want my narrative to be about a boy. I do have other things going on. A friend of mine is part of an art exhibit tonight. I might go. If I don’t I will just ask him all about it because i...

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I figured out what I am going to do. I am explaining this situation with Zach to my Manager and I will make a sexual harassment claim. Nobody will lose their job over this I assume. I could not s...

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I might be exhausting myself to save face around Zach. I am definitely exhausting myself trying not to talk about him. It’s hard. I have to get this out today however. He keeps throwing shade. He...

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Yesterday I really missed an old friend. He lost his battle with alcoholism a few years ago. It is a long story for another time but he was like an older brother to me. He was so smart and wise. ...

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Ok… so there is something wrong with me. Last week I remembered this guy I used to work with whom I hadn’t heard anything about in years. He didn’t have FB then but he has it now so I added him. ...

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Alright alright alright. I explained to Zach today that he was confusing me with his jokes about being sexually confused and his fake flirting with me and we set the record straight and made some...

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Lately I have been kind of speechless. I’ll be honest that it was that altercation between Zach and I that had me triggered. The one from Valentines day. I didn’t realize how much I cared about h...

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Old habits die hard and boy do I have a big one to kill. Zach wanted me to take a picture of him on my phone. “Now you have something to masturbate to” he said after. It was funny. Last night I d...

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I let myself overthink it and then I had a sex dream about Zach. It was hot. He came on a little strong at work today. I think he wants it too. I’m going to make it happen.

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I was transferred back to the store I started from. Three people from my time are still there and I am rocking the fuck out of that bitch if I do say so myself. This store was a joke when I retur...

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Stating my opinions is very much out of my comfort zone. I never pursued a post secondary education so I just don’t have the same degrees that my friends aren’t using so I just keep my mouth shut...

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My midlife crisis is coming early. I have severe FOMO (Fear Of Missing Out). I don’t know what I am doing with my life. I haven’t even loved and lost. Everything just feels like it had been a com...

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I took this week off so I could cleanse my thoughts. I need to disconnect from people and work. I want to be left with my wants and needs so I can set myself some goals and come up with an action...

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I’m on my third ever holiday. I’m on salary now so if I don’t use them I lose them. I really need to come up with an action plan for 2017. I need to stop killing time on social media and focus on...

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I wouldn’t say that I exude confidence. Most people would think I have a lot of confidence but I actually have very low self esteem. It’s stupid. It’s so common it hurts. It wasn’t this bad a few...

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I don’t know where I left off in my last blog from years and years ago. Roarke? Tyler? Bad things come in threes. Third times a charm? I’m the third boy I’m trying to have a relationship with. F...

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