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Ever wonder what happens when you accidentally drink a big chunk of the scoby in your kombucha? Well first of all it feels like swallowing snot. Then the next day you’re going to have to void you...

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I just finished the conversation that I had been dreading for the longest time. The one with my brother in law about me moving out this year. There are no hard feelings and I knew that. I had anx...

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I broke my silence on Instagram the other day. I had a clip of a pretty winter morning that I wanted to put out there. click here if you want to view it. I do miss social media a bit. I miss that...

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I am so done with overthinking work. Every time that I send a text to my boss he reacts like he is under attack and vice versa. Our text conversations have been so toxic and it just doesn’t feel ...

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Last night I dreamt about something that is still eating away at my soul and I woke up so flustered. “The first thing we need to fix is your expectations. You’ll never get rid of your acne scars....

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Yesterday I went out for dinner with the boys. Aside from the bad day that I had at work I did end my birthday on a good note. On my way home I had to drive home in our first blizzard and the roa...

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My mother surprised me yesterday. My family gets together this time every year to celebrate me and my twin sisters birthdays (they were born 4 days before my first birthday). She found a pizza pl...

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I’ve been seeing those double digits again, 11:11 and 22:22. I had planned my whole week around going to the casino last night. Just for an hour and just by myself. I had a ballot that I wanted t...

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There is this woman on YouTube who shared her story and I fell in love with her life. I think it spoke to me because it is everything that I secretly desire for myself. I also realized a while ag...

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I usually have more control over my anxiety but it has been a bit of struggle the last few days. My boss is transferring my assistant and my supervisor to his new store and I am pretty much left ...

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Christmas is about being with family and I am waiting for my roommates to leave so that I can be the fuck alone lol. It’s actually going to be a perfect day! Merry Christmas people! xoxo

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I suppose that I like to shrink my surroundings when I’m feeling stress. It sunk in last night how small my life has become. I am not living. I do not even know how I would become larger than lif...

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Sometimes I forget that I am present in this world. I need to ground myself and be outside again. I took this shot the other day when I went for a walk. My city was swallowed up in a fog.

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My mini-meltdown in my previous entry was a bad idea. I cannot give that kind of energy any breathing room. I just need to sleep better. I can’t cope with anything when I am tired. I whine about ...

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Do you ever start your day off on a bad note and then spend the rest of the day just looking for reasons to be upset? Choices. I’ve been in my head way too much this week. Mostly about work. I su...

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This living arrangement with my sister and her husband is a beautiful thing for them. They both get to work full-time. My sister has somebody else who cooks, cleans and does chores. Somebody who ...

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I had an anxiety attack last night. I suppose I have a lot of feelings that I will need to process sooner or later. That is what anxiety is right? Unprocessed feelings? I am patiently waiting for...

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I have accepted that hair loss has come for me. I am eventually going to get around to finding myself a doctor again. Baldness does not run in my family so I am hoping that I have something as si...

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Yesterday I had so much energy that I thought I was manic. I worked out for 3 hours and it did not die. I went for a half hour run before the snowfall and my energy did not die. I then took the d...

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Today was so wasteful. I accomplished nothing today. I was too tired to even care to try. I just let everything go and I don’t feel as bad about it as I thought I would have. Especially since I m...

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I have been feeling more like myself again and it came from the dumbest reason. A month ago I bought a long top coat that I saw in a window. I had to fight with some prissy twink to take it off t...

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I have a history of sleep paralysis and the worst part of every experience is when I become aware that I am dreaming. I am conscious inside a nightmare and the attacks become real experiences for...

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“His personal life is one thing but if he was having his affair at one of my stores then I have zero tolerance for that. I asked around and these claims seem pretty credible but I do not have con...

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I return to work today. The headspace was nice. I got to think for myself for a whole week. I updated my resume yesterday morning. I redid the entire thing and i feel so confident about it. I’m g...

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On Wednesday Leanne and I went to a musical together. Chicago. It was very well done. It was also my city’s first snowfall. It was a beautiful evening. I was so smitten by one of the guys on stag...

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