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Easier to cause pain than to feel pain in Current Events
So you know how causing pain is easier than feeling pain? And the stories that we tell ourselves is that we are, usually, the victim? I am still hurt and confused about how I was terminated so I ...
Day 2 in Current Events
Day 2 of Unemployment I had a long entry written but I decided to delete it because of something my favourite Guru said. I even tried to write about it and remembered that I could just post it lo...
Day one of unemployment. in Current Events
Day one of unemployment: I did lose some sleep over it. I keep playing that moment in my head over and over. I also had Demi Lovato’s sorry not sorry stuck in my head at the same time. I woke up ...
So... I got fired in Current Events
So it finally happened. Karamjeet told me weeks ago that she removed all my write-ups from my file. She said that she threw them out because they were so old… today, she and my bosses asked to si...
Five G's in Current Events
I believe in what is said in that video. However, I apparently have too much experience trying to help toxic people that I could hear them arguing every single word, in my mind. Perhaps, I am tu...
Funk in Current Events
I woke up the other day mad that I don’t look like an Instagram model again lol. I’m embarrassed. I do workout more than most people and I do not have the results that I want and I know that is b...
Yuh in Current Events
lol I woke up this morning mad that I didn’t look like an Instagram model. I don’t even know where that came from. My nephew is home. Vincent has only been home for two days and I seem to be abl...
Be Aggressive. Be Be Aggressive. in Current Events
My sister is home today. The baby is still in the ICU hooked up to dialysis. They had a boy, named him Vincent Mitchell. Mitchell is my younger brother who lives in BC so that was such a nice way...
She's more dramatic than me in Current Events
So Karamjeet has been saying all week that she did not want to work today. I told her that I promised our regulars that we would have enough staff on this Sunday, they even approached her about i...
Over With in Current Events
Well… Toni and I ditched our shift at the social. When we went to report to the table our names were written down wrong so we took advantage of it. The woman offered to let us help out but we lef...
Come on social night. Let's get this over with. in Current Events
I’m still gagged about being volunteered to work at the social tonight. My sister was bumped to tomorrow and will be getting induced bright and early… which means I now have to come home tonight ...
Plot Twist in Current Events
My plan on Friday for the wedding social was to hit up the boys and pregame at theirs. Then arrive at the social fashionably late and party hard. Party so hard that I booked Saturday off of work ...
Connect in Current Events
Last week, after my bust at the Casino I decided that I would punish myself by not buying alcohol for a few weeks. So I’m currently a little drunk, ha! Thriving. >.> I figured that if I pre...
Wonderful in Current Events
I took a couple of days to get myself back on track. My mental health needs that structure. I finally went for that run I had been whining about. I quit alcohol, for now. I’m forcing myself to ea...
Longest Entry Ever in Current Events
It’s like… I’m just miserable and all I got to do is make better choices but I don’t because I’m too stubborn. yuh
Sorted in Current Events
Yesterday I finally got some space from Karam and my boss. Today she and I worked on an assignment that he gave her. I was offended that he didn’t ask me to do it as it was derived from something...
Without Me in Current Events
Fucked in Current Events
Fuck. I am pretty sure that I am breaking out into shingles again. My shoulder looks and feels like it did the day before it happened last time. Clearly, my body does not know how to handle the s...
Get Over It in Current Events
I went to the casino last night. I should have stayed home. I dropped $100 in less than 15 minutes. Whatever, I got to act like I get paid once in a while. I think that my luck has run out so I s...
Nothing in Current Events
I was aiming to have a me day yesterday but all my roommates crashed my day off again. What shitty luck honestly. All my energy went to not resenting them as they got in my way and believe me, th...
Nothing in Current Events
I was aiming to have a me day yesterday but all my roommates crashed my day off again. What shitty luck honestly. All my energy went to not resenting them as they got in my way and believe me, th...
Burdens in Current Events
My mind and body crashed today. I spent about six hours laying in my room, I could not move. I could not care. I had no anxiety, no stress and no depression. My mind was blank and my body had not...
Sorrow in Current Events
My heart is breaking. My mother texted me the other day asking me when I was free to talk. This morning when she called me I assumed that she either wanted to apologize for the mood swing last w...
If you seek amy in Current Events
I really wanted to be stronger than yesterday. Did I just break the ice with a Britney song? Sometimes, It’s just me against the music. Oops, I did it again. K! this is outrageous and toxic and I...
Clusterfucked in Current Events
Let’s grab a bite used to be words to my ears… back when I didn’t have to care about where my food came from. I don’t know what I ate recently that had dairy in it but I am running on just a coup...
