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Energize in Current Events
The roommates are gone for the weekend. I don’t have to be around anybody’s energy but my own. I deleted an entry that I wrote yesterday because I spent an hour writing it and it was just me comp...
RIP Norman in Current Events
My heart is a little heavy today. This morning while I was sitting outside preparing myself mentally to go for a run in this heat my sister shouted out to me that Jess made a Facebook post about ...
The Secret in Current Events
I was so flustered after I wrote my last entry. I carried that anxiety with me all day. I don’t know why that made me feel so vulnerable. I suppose that I have to admit to myself that right now I...
Trigger Warning in Current Events
[The following entry may contain opinions that may not be suitable for all audiences. Reader discretion is advised] I did some window shopping online on Friday and I accidentally placed an order....
Pep Talk in Current Events
I think that I have to restructure everything that I do throughout a day because I need to stop being comfortable with my life right now. I’m going to spend time with my day planner later and get...
Trigger in Current Events
I’ve been feeling a little speechless lately. I exposed myself to a bit of what is going on in the world these days and I’ve just been shook all week. It’s hard to feel like I am allowed to go on...
Wake Up Call in Current Events
I am a little flustered right now. My credit card declined at the grocery store, I kept making the cashier try it over and over until I gave up and used my debit card. Like, I told the cashier wh...
Repeat in Current Events
I took my grandmother grocery shopping on Monday and that is literally the only thing that I accomplished in the last few days. I’ve just been enjoying having the house to myself. I don’t have to...
Rotted in Current Events
My girl Mandeep wanted to have a little get together today before she moves her life to Toronto. It was nice to see everybody again. I missed them. We all used to work together. After that shindi...
Faith in Current Events
I struggled to sleep again last night. I am starting to finally stress about my situation. I’ve been out of work for fourteen weeks now and I am almost out of savings. I do not want to regret thi...
Lullaby in Current Events
I struggled to fall asleep last night. Every time that I closed my eyes I would see gods and monsters. I felt under attack by my demons only I am not afraid of them. Panic attacks used to be my b...
Oy Vey lol in Current Events
I can only laugh at myself right now. My patience is as thin as I am right now and it’s so funny because it is my body that is triggering me. I was mad at my morning coffee because I was unable t...
Three Types of Pain in Current Events
So yesterday I cried. Now I feel a little more alive. I just go numb sometimes. Not even music can reach me. I don’t even realize when I’m in a dark place because I just make myself comfortable. ...
Dilemma in Current Events
I’ve been feeling kind of speechless today. I can feel that Harley is not in my life anymore… Literally, I started bawling my eyes out right after I typed that last sentence. I don’t hear her paw...
RIP Harley in Current Events
I’m sad. I didn’t think I would be, honestly. A few weeks ago I said that I hated dogs and I felt bad for putting that thought out there into the universe. To make up for that I had been taking m...
Opulence in Current Events
My sleep was disturbed by my frequent need to void my bladder last night, when did I turn 40? I am still getting over a cold which is taking a toll on me tbh. I don’t want to be a man bitch and c...
Neverending Story in Current Events
Yesterday I pulled out my new fancy day planner and I finally started to fill it in. I love the page on the front of each month for little lists. I listed my three goals for the summer: 1) Job 2)...
Tic Tok in Current Events
*Wake up in the morning feeling cranky as heck. Tossing and turning seems to mess up my neck. Seems every time I wake up I’ve already turned off my snoozer. I start every day off being a loser. *...
I woke up like this in Current Events
I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. I just want to throw a tantrum over every little thing. All the negative thoughts that I push away are trying to creep in and become an obsession. I ...
Options in Current Events
I was experiencing extremely high anxiety yesterday when Bev drove my little bubble butt to the university. When we got to our destination I sat outside that office for a bit to collect myself. M...
Baby Step in Current Events
My nerves were so shot yesterday. I felt exactly the way I used to feel when I was a teenager by default. My social anxiety could not cope with school. Bev is picking me up shortly and taking me ...
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Vote of Confidence in Current Events
Bev asked for my help yesterday to move and build some furniture and I also wanted my sister and her husband to have a day to themselves before he goes back to work so I decided to spend the day ...
Pressed in Current Events
I just spent the last two hours at the casino. I flexed and then lost $210. iDumb. My savings is running out and I need to start my job search sooner than I wanted because I got desperate and wan...
Harley in Current Events
The climate in this house was a little sad yesterday. Matt, my brother in law, took Harley, their family dog, to the vet to see what was going on with her right eye. It’s completely black. Turns ...
