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October 10, 2019

Come Through in Current Events

Come through was the first thought that I had today. Let’s be confident and work hard on getting your shit together today Tom. Did I finally wake up feeling ambitious? On Saturday I mentioned how...


October 09, 2019

Meanwhile in Current Events

I’m out here aggressively writing on PB. Like twice a day now. I just can’t turn my brain off. I think that I had a visitor last night. Yes, I am talking about a spirit like a crazy person. She ...


October 08, 2019

Botched... in Current Events

My teacher went around the class and asked every boy this question: What do women want? We all gave stupid answers and then he told us all the big secret. He told us boys what women want. Choices...


October 08, 2019

Wicked in Current Events

I’m out here looking into Wicca when I’m supposed to be starting my job hunt. It would appear that I will do anything but face the reality of my situation. My friend texted me this morning. She ...


October 07, 2019

Skin Deep (Again) in Current Events

Yesterday I had accidentally smacked the cystic pimple that I have on my face and it hurt so fucking bad that I teared up. I got so flustered as I suddenly remembered how physically painful it wa...


October 06, 2019

It's Finally Sunday in Current Events

I do not have to dread anything. The social & the wedding are all over and done with and my brother in law left town for work. I can finally breathe. I noticed that I had a lot of hair fall o...


I couldn’t believe how nervous I was to leave the house last night. I almost had an actual panic attack. I kept reminding myself that excitement and worry are the same experiences in the body and...


October 04, 2019

I'm a Snobby Bobby in Current Events

I had an appointment to get a scaling done this morning at the Dentist. The hygenist accidentally stabbed my lip. I’m dead now. Actually decomposing. deTomposing… Pray for me. Anyways, I’m suppos...


I’m not that surprised to discover that the current source of my anxiety and depression is my brother in law. He is not doing anything to provoke it. I just feel tension for no reason. I find mys...


October 02, 2019

FoodTube in Current Events

My mental health has compromised my appetite in the following ways: -I’m not eating -yuh I have no will to eat. I don’t even notice. Hunger is more comfortable than feeling anxiety. This can be d...


[This entry is rated TMI and is not approved for all audiences] Last night I finally found NEMO, Non-Ejaculatory Multiple Orgasms. I’ve been trying to achieve this for a little while now and I kn...


I think that I manifested attention. I was thinking about how I learned who is there for me since I lost my job. Next to no one. Then suddenly my friends are starting to reach out to me. Checking...


September 29, 2019

A peek into my mind in Current Events

We already have mild winter temperatures in my city. The provinces east of us are already covered in snow. Are we all going to get an extra two months of winter? Does that mean that people on the...


In my last entry, I mentioned how I love quitting. Later on in the day, I thought about how misery can become a “happy place”. I remembered all the times in my life when I was absolutely miserabl...


September 26, 2019

Too Gay to Function in Current Events

Yesterday I painted over some of my larger canvases black to cover up projects that I’d given up on, I don’t have any white primer. Yesterday I also started to paint a piece but there was such a ...


September 26, 2019

Resonance of Fate in Current Events

Well… I finally finished my RPG game. Over 70 hours of gameplay later… plus the 20 I put into it before I had to start from the beginning so that I could get back to where I was stuck with bigger...


September 25, 2019

Restructure in Operation Boss Up

I used Mel Robbins 5 second rule to launch my ass out of bed finally. We have a five second window to turn our thoughts into actions before our minds talk us out of it. Countdown from five and th...


September 23, 2019

Reality Check in Current Events

I just returned from my mothers. I died her hair, she gave me a bottle of her wine and we had that talk about dairy that I wanted. It went better than I expected but it did not go that well. We d...


September 23, 2019

Moo in Current Events

I spent a lot of my Saturday researching the dagamges of dairy so that I can try and talk some sense into my mother to at least open her mind up to the idea of going dairy-free. One of the purpos...


September 19, 2019

Elevate in Current Events

My sister has decided to stay loyal to her addict boyfriend. My other sister is upset but I accepted it pretty quick. How many other days has she been with him without it eating me alive? So I de...


September 17, 2019

Achievment Unlocked in Current Events

This entry is rated TMI I think that I unlocked a chakra or something. I was learning some kegel exercises because why not? It’s good for prostate health and among other things. Well, there is a ...


Last week was long and full of terrors. It was long because I got addicted to gaming. I found an old PS3 game that my brother in law lent me called Resonance of Fate and I’ve put in maybe, 40 hou...


September 14, 2019

ATM in Current Events

A visual representation of me the last few days


Operation: Boss Up & Change Your Life Phase 1 Complete When the going gets tough the tough reinvent themselves I know that a heavily filtered Snapchat selfie isn’t going to do my new hair an...


September 07, 2019

Origins¿ in Current Events

I am a little flustered. Hetal sent me a snap last night of the Dwarka Temple. I wanted to cry because that made my day. That temple is at the top of my bucket list to visit. When I met Hetal and...


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