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Mood Poisoning in Current Events
I’m back back back again with the dysmorphia. I won’t let it consume me though. I workout so much and my body is just so far from what I want it to be and it gets me so flustered just thinking ab...
Ambient in Current Events
E = mc2 says that everything is one energy that expresses itself in millions of ways. Mistics came to that same conclusion but call that energy God. If that energy is real so then God must be rea...
Let's Get Ready to Crumble in Current Events
I am considering returning to Facebook. I would only do so by creating a new account because I do not have any obligations to my former self. Well, I suppose I could just block the people I can’t...
May the best man win in Current Events
I’m a little annoyed with Toni again. She called me this morning during a breakdown she was having at work. I calmed her down. Now I just got off the phone with her again after a two-hour convers...
Trigger Warning for my Trigger Warning in Current Events
This guy is funny. A lot of his content parodies me but I can take a joke. This one reminds me of why I quit social media. I was starting to feel like a SJW. I was literally triggered by everythi...
Humpty Dumpty in Current Events
I think I can finally put into words how I feel. I had no context for feeling betrayed and deceived. Somebody asked me if it was possible that it was myself. I don’t want to sound melodramatic bu...
Lunatic in Current Events
I spent most of my day outside yesterday. We finally had some warm weather in my city. I went on an adventure with my niece and nephew. The longest adventure ever according to my niece. We were j...
No thing in Current Events
Well, I let my depression win yesterday. I’m not upset about it. I probably needed time to rest. Sure, I’m not physically exhausting myself but my mind is going a lightyear a minute. I am trying ...
Monday Motivation in Current Events
I went over to Bev’s the other day to meet her new man. She was hoping that I would be able to get a good read on him. His guard was up so I didn’t get much. Honestly, he seemed terrified of me a...
Yuck in Current Events
This might be a little TMI but my body pushed something out of throat yesterday and it was gross and disturbing. I think it was necessary, whatever it was. It was organic and I think it was a pie...
Down in Current Events
I am running out of things to do. I can’t wait for this shit show to be over because I am aching to join a Crossfit gym with Toni. I just want to get my body moving already. Everything I’m doing ...
Ange in Current Events
Yesterday I learned that my friend Ange suffered a pulmonary embolism last year. I thought she moved to the UK because I was unable to get a hold of her. That was her plan the last time we spoke....
Out of the races and on to the tracks in Current Events
So how am I doing? I honestly don’t know. I’m wearing some pretty good armour. I’m not feeling anything. I know how to act like I feel but I’m dead inside. Ok, I’m being dramatic but drama is my ...
Well This Escalated Quickly in Current Events
I honestly haven’t let my feelings about everything going on right now sink in. I ran out of meds a few days ago so maybe that is why it is all starting to hit me? I got around to getting that fi...
lulz in Current Events
omg, I can’t this woman is so funny! This exactly how serious I take things.
Politically Homeless in Current Events
This entry is probably going to strike a nerve. I have my own life to live. I have a good mind, good priorities and my own preferences and I want to go somewhere in a decent way and treat people ...
Perhaps in Current Events
It’s 2am and I’m tossing and turning as usual when I remembered something concerning. Well, something interesting at least. Maybe. I was thinking about my prescription and if I wanted to continue...
Introvert Problems in Current Events
I’ve given up trying to wake up at a decent time. I have to admit that to myself right now. It’s not like I actually hate sleeping until I can’t sleep no more. It’s not like I actually hate feeli...
Inside Out in Current Events
I went for a walk with my nice today. I was trying to go by myself but I couldn’t say no when she asked to join me. There was a light rain and I just wanted to experience it. She turned the walk ...
Out in Current Events
I’m starting to get excited about my city reopening. Patios will be available and I just want to go out and get fed with some friends. My mother made it clear that she will continue to self-isola...
May The Fourth Be With You in Current Events
My province is to implement phased reopening starting on May 4t for various non-essential businesses and non-urgent medical practices and I’m feeling a bit relieved about it. My niece can at leas...
S.O.S of a Man in Distress in Current Events
I am obsessed. I can feel his soul coming through in this song. I’m blown away at his range! His ability to transition between chest/head/mixed and then he goes and hits me with those whistle ton...
I Went There in Current Events
I feel a little better after my entry yesterday. That wasn’t easy to get out. Coming out as gay was easier than coming out as a vegan. Now coming out with my political beliefs feels scarier. Anyw...
Bad Wolf in Current Events
I’ve been pretty quiet on here, by my standards anyway. I don’t know how to word what I’m going through. I feel like I’ve been conned. Like I bought into something that was a lie and I feel betra...
Biography in Current Events
What is my biography made up of? Judgement, resentments and regrets? I don’t know why my life flashed before my eyes yesterday but it did and it didn’t crush me until this morning. I was thinking...