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You know that scene in Mean Girls when Gretchen Weiners, during the trust fall exercise, apologizes for people being so jealous of her because she can’t help it that she’s so popular? To me, as a...

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I don’t feel right. My head has been feeling heavy the last few days and that has been knocking me off my ass. It’s like every cell in my body is just done. I don’t know how to fix it. I am real...

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I suspect that I might be coming down with something. I can’t shake this headache today. My legs are also killing me from my workout yesterday. I went Canadian bacon on my legs and glutes. I am a...

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Something has been bothering me from my talk with Jenson that I had on the weekend. We debated about systemic racism in the west. We’re both on the side but we have different viewpoints. I told h...

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I had a panic attack the other day. Usually, they don’t hit me while I’m awake but hi bitch, how are you? I couldn’t tell you what triggered it but gosh, what fun. Maybe I need to admit to myself...

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I managed to disconnect from politics and world events. From social media as well. Skyrim was my escape. My anxiety is still a little high as I had shrunk my surroundings and now I have to push t...

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Here is where I think the disconnect is. I might get a little esoteric here but I am turning to my spirit guides to receive their messages right now. I am watching them also try to make sense of ...

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I just got off the phone with my friend Jenson. He’s my old penpal from Trinidad. He’s teaching at Cambridge in the UK. He’s currently doing research about the discrimination in the Caribbean. I ...

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The communist uprising down south is keeping me up at night. I’m privileged to be an outsider and observer but it is just hard to look away. Especially during this free trial of socialism, I mean...

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I have concluded that I do not have very good sense-making skills. I do not immediately accept what I see in the media as the truth because I am aware that my feeds and Google searches are manipu...

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I had a panic attack last night. I haven’t had one in a few years now. It was mild enough where I didn’t lose control of my legs. I’m okay, I don’t feel a need to overthink it. There is a lot goi...

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It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society - Krishnamurti I’m pretty speechless. I can’t make sense of the senseless. I turn to my online spirit guides to help me...

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Yesterday I signed an online petition to help get Rebel News access to our Prime Minister to ask him real questions. They’re literally getting escorted out of open press conferences for no reason...

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I was contemplating returning to Facebook yet again and then for some reason that led me to instinctively walk right up to my mirror to fix my hair for some reason. It’s been at least six months ...

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Most millennials feel that they will be paying the consequences for believing their parents and getting on that hamster wheel forever. The level of distress in a millennial is not sustainable. Th...

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Millennials feel duped into becoming a slave to the system. They see they’re on a hamster wheel that benefits someone else. They perceive that everything is just to make them better slaves. It cr...

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This is a generation without trust because they were set up for failure. A generation that is now obsessed with authenticity and with what is real and true. Millennials experience investments of ...

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Millennials got dumped into adulthood with all forces against them. They entered adulthood with a lot of developmental delays and they also entered society at a time of financial collapse. That c...

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Millennials were born in the 1980s to mid-90s. We have to understand the world from 1980 to now for the child growing up in those times. Parenting methods started to change in the 80s. Members of...

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The Millennial generation is the game changer generation. They’ve come to collapse one way of doing things to rebuild a new way of doing things. They’ve come to restore humanity to free will and ...

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Pardon the entry title but I just saw that in a meme and I died from laughter. My nephew has a new obsession… me! Ok, not an obsession but he is one year old and my sister got hormonally jealous ...

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I was in a rush this morning and I accidentally published an unfinished private entry. At least the content wasn’t too embarrassing. I caught myself trying to make excuses to avoid doing some thi...

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This shook me up a bit.

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I’ve been keeping a lot of my entries private to spare you guys from the battle that is going on inside of me between my old political beliefs and my new ones. I want to be more open about it bec...

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Here are a few things that I could be doing during these strange times but can’t bring myself to do: -I have a pile of books that I want to read -I have a queue of audiobooks that I want to finis...

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