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My sister was in town this weekend. It was nice to see her. My brother and I Facetimed the other day also. He told me about the work that is available where he is. Some of the stuff he was saying...

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I feel at a loss for words. I am sitting here in my room with my beer feeling kind of lost. Not because of my new haircut which I haven’t even looked at yet. I feel at a crossroads? I’ve been kee...

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I am completely letting myself down. I cannot will myself to do anything. I have no pull to pull me through. Am I going to spend this entire entry whining? I feel as though I am just waiting for ...

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I did not sleep well. I had a panic attack that lasted hours. Yesterday my sister gave me a deadline to move out. October/November. A deadline might just be what I need so I am not hurt by it. I ...

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I do follow PragerU and they posted a clip from The Dennis Prager Show where Dennis interviewed Abigail Shier about her upcoming book about an issue that has been disproportionately affecting you...

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My anxiety woke me up. I spent the day yesterday offline and disconnected from myself completely. How? Easy! I played Skyrim the entire day. I suppose that time & space brought my real feelin...

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I failed myself miserably yesterday. I should beat myself up over it but even that is too much work. I’ll try harder today. It’s off to a good start, I managed to not sleep in. In the book that I...

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I have been too attached to politics. I need to get back to focusing on things that give me health. I’ll find a balance, I’m not worried about that. I spent most of my day outside yesterday. List...

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Finally! Someone has stepped up to challenge me on my ideals. Alan Watts once said that a person does not know what they truly think until they’ve had a debate. That is what got me to start liste...

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I have been thinking about Dave Rubin’s journey leaving the left. About Candace Owens also. Their wake up calls. The first time I really started to outright doubt something the media was reportin...

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My anxiety spiked yesterday. However, in the second chapter of Jordan Peterson’s book 12 Rules for Life he made me understand how I am creating it through positive feedback loops. Every time that...

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I have knots in my stomach. I put a lot of pressure on myself for today. I really don’t want to let myself down. I have to learn to keep the promises that I make to myself. I already failed by sl...

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I went on an intellectual binge and finished Dave Rubins Don’t Burn This Book yesterday. I then started Jordan Petersons 12 Steps For Life. It was nice having the house to myself but I’m glad tha...

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I’m starting to feel the BLM burnout. I almost went on a moral ultimatum on Facebook yesterday calling out all the virtue signallers because I saw the picture of the three-year-old that was shot ...

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Hetal called me yesterday. She’s back from being stuck in India and she is so confused about why people are rioting. I filled her in and then I wanted to hear about what is going on in India with...

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Last night I dreamt about all of my insecurities. About all of the things I try and avoid facing. The setting was my childhood home. It’s always my childhood home whenever I dream about my relati...

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I got fact checked on Facebook. I must be full conservative now. (Except I’m not) I posted a list of statistics that showed how men are equally if not more disproportionately affected by sexual a...

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I refused to commit to feeling flustered the whole day for no good reason. So did I go out and find a reason? Yes because I am a fuck face like that. Kidding! In this mood, I will cleave to anyth...

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I woke up feeling a little empty this morning. How can emptiness weigh so much? It’s going to be heavy and hard to carry around all day. I’ll be okay. My first thought this morning was a fantasy ...

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I am not connecting to the things the same again. I don’t know if it is a bad thing or not. I have been keeping myself radically distracted with politics because it was new and exciting and frigh...

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I’m going to be tossing and tortured ‘til dawn if I don’t write this down and air this out. I was watching Ben Shapiro struggle with the US Supreme Court’s decision to extend protection to LGBTet...

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I’m reporting live from my basement in quarantine. It is Saturday, June 20 and the weather outside is glorious. It’s another fine day to be unproductive. I don’t know what to do with my day. Matt...

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I feel like I am a political opinion surrogate for some of my friends and family. They feel afraid to say what I say because of cancel culture. I’m also a mini terrorist to my friends on the left...

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I’m watching the 2020 leadership debate for the Conservative party here in Chinada, I mean Canada. I always forget, okay I always choose to forget about how much Christianity is represented. That...

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Yesterday I met up with Toni and Ashley at the Forks for a bite. People really are returning to the world. Well, in my city at least. It’s a food court situation there and I settled for The Taste...

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