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It’s Whatever in Current Events
Toni and I signed our lease yesterday. We get the place for May 1st. We thought that we would be allowed to move in two weeks early but our caretaker decided to let the previous tenants move out...
Cautious with my optimism in Current Events
Tomorrow Toni and I are going to window shop at IKEA. I am finally starting to get hyped about the apartment. I am trying to feel hyped about work also because it’s going well but I have that dam...
Approved in Current Events
After learning that my car payments were done Toni called me to let me know that we got approved for the apartment. The lease starts on May 1st but as soon as it’s ready he will let us move in. I...
Up/Down in Current Events
Well, at the end of my previous entry I said that my budget was too tight. Shortly after that I noticed that my car payment wasn’t taken. That is because the loan is paid off. I wasn’t keeping tr...
MoonDay in Current Events
My sister’s husband came home early and it was just too awkward there to wait it out until the first so I made my move to my mothers yesterday. It was super rough trying to do it while they were ...
Saturn Day in Current Events
I am upset that I am upset. All of the changes in my life are positive ones. I suppose I am overwhelmed with all that I have to sort out. I was triggered yesterday morning when I woke up and saw ...
Derp in Current Events
I self-sabotaged again. I have a little pile of important things I need to do to start getting my life together. I have to face the music, so to speak. I need to face the good, bad and ugliness o...
Vent in Current Events
I’m feeling a little vulnerable. Delicate? Things are happening too fast. Not fast enough at the same time. I’m trying to keep my cool. I’m only three weeks into my new job. I still have nerves a...
TMI Warning in Current Events
Just over a year ago, I was curious about my orgasms because I remember having them way before I hit puberty. I came across a term called coregasm which has a lot to do with the PC muscles and th...
Rabbit Hole: Heritage/Destiny in Current Events
Happy New Year. I just remembered that March is the real beginning of a new year. September even has sept=seven in the name. Today is the spring equinox. Twelve hours of day and twelve hours of n...
Eyes Wide Shut in Current Events
The rabbit is not deep at all. It’s very shallow. Everything is in plain sight, our eyes are just wide shut. At some point, we have been conditioned to not trust what we see with our own eyes. Si...
Chicken Little in Current Events
Toni and I decided against the apartment we looked at the other day. The suite was nice. I liked it. The rest of the building had crackhouse vibes. We also suspect there is an insect problem. The...
Rollarcoaster in Current Events
I managed to hype myself up a bit about moving out of this house after my entry last night. That carried on to this morning. That little apartment is still available, Toni and I might be viewing ...
When I Think I Sink in Current Events
Toni got excited when I told her that I was being kicked out. Only because it was time to be serious about looking for a place together. I just got off the phone with her, she is also upset at my...
Monday Poisoning in Current Events
I don’t know what I was expecting but waking up really sucks today. It’s a mix of things. Daylight savings, it’s Monday, I have this battle every workday because I haven’t adjusted to these early...
Helios Gnostic in Current Events
I’m barely into starting my new job and my roommates have decided that I need to move out in two weeks. It’s not up for debate. I spoke with my sister last week saying that I was aiming for the e...
Duty of the Soul During a Crisis in Current Events
Mundane in Current Events
I actually got enough sleep last night. Feels like forever since I felt rested. October wasn’t forever ago, was it? I had my first payday in almost a year. Things feel somewhat stable now. My wor...
Identity Crisis in Current Events
Milo Yiannopoulos has declared himself an ex-gay. He has demoted his husband to roommate. He wants us to un-cancel conversion therapy. This is probably a stunt to become somewhat relevant again b...
Vent in Current Events
It’s a little weird to wake up and not have all that added worry and dread about unemployment. I feel kind of lost but for a good reason. Work is going well. I can tell that my supervisor and my ...
Counter-Culture Moves in Politics
Leftist problems need leftist solutions. In the counter-culture, the right came up with Blue-Anon and it works so well. Blue-Anon is a loosely organized network of Democrat voters, politicians an...
Vent in Current Events
Employment does not come too easy these days and I am exhausting myself trying to be grateful for the new gig that I have because I am feeling some type of way about it. The training process most...
Heritage in Spiritual Journey
There used to be a universal system that united all of our ancestors. Across history and culture, they all knew the same science. That was all destroyed by theocratic patriarchal religions. The w...
Apparently, I can’t wake up and just think about normal things. My first thought of the day was the image of those teenagers in Africa that were jumping out of their school windows and off the ba...
Suck It Ups. in Current Events
I have such a severe case of the I don’t wannas. It’s been months since I’ve gotten to sleep in or just lay in bed for hours before getting up. I’m aching for that. My niece goes back to school t...
