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Sun Day in Current Events
Toni asked me last week how I felt about letting her take care of Bob’s cat for a few months while he works out of town. She’s been breaking a few tenant rules already which makes me a little unc...
Shadow Work in Current Events
I gave up on the land of the living yesterday and went to bed at 7:30 pm. It’s hard to say if I was having a bad day or if the day was having a bad me. Thursday and Friday I was in a dismal mood....
Can't Help Falling in Current Events
Do you ever just look at someone and wonder what is going on inside their head? I cannonballed down the rabbit hole, as we know. I hit the bottom and found what felt like I was looking for my who...
Neither Here Nor There in Current Events
I started my day yesterday experiencing a little anxiety and I couldn’t figure out why. I think what triggered it was Toni because on Monday she did some heavy drinking. When I got home from work...
I Did a Thing in Current Events
[TMI WARNING] I performed a coffee enema today. I’m a noob so I followed up with a couple more of just water. It was not what I expected at all. It does not hurt. I can feel the pressure from the...
Should do the Should's today in Current Events
My shifts are dropping to what they are supposed to be. I’ve got a part-time position but I have been working full-time hours for months. I have been panic shopping, so to speak, to get what I ca...
Parasite Possession in Current Events
A Naturopathic doctor that I like and respect for being a part of the truther movement posted this following video yesterday and it’s so ridiculous it hurts. The theory here is that gay men are...
Restless in Current Events
The last few nights I have not been sleeping well. I have been having some pretty intense dreams. The one I had last night included a severe injury that felt real. I can still feel it throbbing. ...
Medical Heretic, Media Heretic, Everything Heretic in Current Events
When you ask God for strength he will give you challenges. When you ask God for wisdom he will give you problems to solve. When you ask God for courage he will give you dangers to overcome. I cam...
Upside in Current Events
I did not have a good work week. I have a three-day weekend luckily. I need to decompress. We had a major seasonal reset to get Christmas products going and Mike was an absolute asshole the entir...
Not So Much in Current Events
I discovered that a health foods store near my place is hiring for a part-time position so I applied there today. I’ve applied there a few times last year so we shall see. I have a new experience...
Saturn Day in Current Events
Toni left to have dinner with her family. She thinks that her brother is going to announce that he is engaged. That’s pretty exciting. I can’t remember her brother. Toni and I have been friends s...
Decent in Current Events
My week was pretty decent. I didn’t let this third world war too far into my consciousness. I managed to create some distance from the existential dread. Also, Toni was sick last weekend and hasn...
Moon Day in Current Events
I was invited to Bev’s to spend time with her family to celebrate her son’s birthday. He turns 7, I believe? I still have a rocky relationship with plans. Always on the day that I committed to do...
Sun Day in Current Events
Toni and I watched the Craft the other day and last night we watched the newer legacy installment and it was the absolute trainwreck we knew it would be. It is terminally woke. It was the girls v...
Freya Day in Current Events
I had today off so I booked taking my car into the shop for a long-overdue oil change and tune-up. From there they usually find issues with the vehicle and today was no exception. Well, I haven’t...
No T No Shade in Current Events
I have not heard from that other retail store yet about if they want to hire me part-time or not. They explained to me that they have a lot of candidates and so they would call them by the end of...
First World Troubs in Current Events
I restored my computer to it’s factory settings and it did correct the crashing problem that it had but now it gets to have new ones, naturally. The last time I went through this, many years ago,...
Out-Picture in Current Events
I know that I, like everyone else, tend to out-picture everything. What I see in Toni, my roommate, is what I see in myself. My old self, the old programming that I used to have which is still no...
Inverse in Current Events
It was a draining week at work. The store has massive staffing problems which is affecting my team because customers are fucking stupid. They are setup to win and help themselves but their brains...
Red October in Current Events
There is a truther movement that is only growing as people are breaking out of that trance they’ve been in but the Q-anons are in a whole different world completely. The rabbit hole runs deep, ob...
Another Day in Current Events
On Sunday I had a phone interview with a TJX store for an evening weekend gig as a sales associate. On Monday I had a second I had an interview in person with the store manager and it went very w...
Germ Theory is a Hoax in Sensemaking
Another child has died from the clotshot, she was 14. Con-19 was of no risk to her but here we are using children as shields to protect adults against “something they made themselves vulnerable t...
Airing Out in Current Events
I am trying to concentrate on my book but my mind cannot focus. I’ll have to air it out, I suppose. World events are what is plaguing my mind. I am a product of the times and I am just trying to...
New MoonDay in Current Events
I did not have a good yesterday at work. I committed to napping after my shift which is nothing extraordinary about my day but I woke up irritable. I could hear Toni in her room rolling her joint...
