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It is not easy to witness what is happening. I can understand why the cable news cult commits to being ignorant and stupid. I can also see why we have a high suicide rate. Especially among childr...

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I can’t stop focusing on this information warfare again. I haven’t reached the obsessive level yet but I have the self-awareness to know that I am doing this because I don’t feel in control. This...

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My mood was toxic today. It started first thing in the morning. I didn’t want to leave the house. I just didn’t want to go to work. We are doing our spring reset which is our biggest project of t...

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I was pretty thrown off this morning. I woke up late and my whole routine was rushed. I also woke up feeling very down. I paid attention to my thoughts and it would appear that I feel lonely. Not...

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I found this week a little draining. My thoughts have been a little menacing and it is because I am tuning into politics and polarizing with the narratives again. I do this to help develop my opi...

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Just look at how superstitious this all is. This medical Taliban wears face coverings (which is self-harm), they have their rituals of cleansing their hands of demons with hand sanitizer (which i...

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After I let my body heal itself, during the last week of 2021, I have been feeling different. I wasn’t able to connect to any people, places, or things the same way. Again! I’ve had this experien...

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Last month my good mood was indestructible and I am trying to keep that momentum going. I also spoiled myself a little bit because it was my birthday month. I grew my wardrobe and I spent a lot o...

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I’m not bitter just unsweetened I’m nervous about my hair appointment tomorrow. I’m getting rid of all my length and then dying it white or sterling. I feel nervous because I always leave my hair...

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I’m feeling a little nervous. I just booked a haircut and I’m going to lift the colour to white or sterling silver. I’ve been wanting that colour for a few years now but I never bothered. I was t...

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I had an annoying ongoing joke today. I found a pink slip and told everybody that it was an omen that the universe was telling me that I am getting fired. It was just a list that a customer tosse...

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I still cannot connect to the people, places and things that I felt a connection with just a month ago. My body expressed illness over Christmas and I was completely out of commission for about t...

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I wasn’t able to let it go. I called the aware line that my work provides for us to report unethical behaviour. I had the option of remaining anonymous but I gave them my name. I reported that ou...

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I did reckon a few weeks ago that there was a two-month cap on this con-19 hoax. England stops playing pandemic next week. Well, they drop to a plan A which means something. I haven’t been watchi...

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I’m going to make a mountain out of a molehill here and complain about something petty about my roommate, again. Business as usual. Well, I have been making a conscious effort not to complain abo...

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My nerves are a little high. I feel anxious because I am going to book an appointment to cut and colour my hair. It’s a habit to experience this as worry but I can simply commit to a context that...

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I’m in a good mood today. Right from the moment that I woke up. When I got to work, I’ve been very engaging with everybody that works at the store. Making friends, if you will. My workload, I’m d...

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My day yesterday was just about compromised from the get-go. I accidentally ripped the plug for my car, the block heater, off the cord. It’s been -40c for weeks now. I thought this was going to c...

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Toni ordered us Cilantros on Friday and she made me a peanut butter & chocolate pie for my birthday. It was hilarious that she also hid a birthday present in a stocking that she has hanging o...

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Every year on my birthday when people ask about my age I would always explain how many times I’ve been around the sun. I suppose I don’t get to say my favourite Gattaca line anymore as I no longe...

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I went into work with my anxiety sky high yesterday and my day got pretty interesting. On my first break, our HR rep came out of her office to tell me that I had just won a TV from our twelve day...

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My anxiety got the best of me again today. Usually, I do not experience fear while my anxiety is flared up but these last two days were different. I am not sure why I am experiencing this, yet. I...

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My anxiety was high yesterday. I can’t seem to connect to anything or anyone. I could not connect to my usual hobbies, interests and just anything. Not even to my usual trains of thought. I tried...

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My mind is creating an enemy construct and I can’t seem to stop it even though I am conscious of it. It wants easy street and creating a victim narrative is the easiest. My mind is using Toni to ...

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I have been back at work since Monday. I just have leftover asthma symptoms but everybody is superstitious so I feel some type of way. I probably could have used an extra week but it had been ove...

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