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Grievance in Current Events
I know that I sound like a broken record which is just evidence that I need something to change. Most days it doesn’t bother me but when it does… it does. I’m not here for my roommates bullshit. ...
Science of the Soul in The Light of Egypt
The Light Of Egypt Chapter One Science of the Soul (Just my first round of notes) Materialistic wisdom can’t account for the simple phenomena that transpire in the action and non-action of life f...
Bore in Current Events
My mini nervous breakdown was embarrassing. If I got through the last couple of years as a medical heretic during that transfer of wealth which took everything from me then I can get through grad...
Crushed in Current Events
I have been fighting with this booklet all morning. It’s been over seven hours and I’m just not getting it. I haven’t even made it to what we learned on Tuesday. Is this how I am going to feel fr...
Relax in Current Events
I switched my shifts around so that I can be off tomorrow. I will have the entire day to study before my evening class. It’s not like I have a test or exam, I don’t understand why my anxiety has ...
Mathletic in Current Events
It’s like taking a fitness class or seeing a fitness trainer when you haven’t done any training in years and learning that you’re just doing the warmup after you’ve already given it your all. Tha...
Entryception in Current Events
Terrain I have a problem with procrastination and avoidance. I put off going back to school for over a decade. To be fair, I did not have a career path that I wanted to pursue. I found my passion...
Salty in Current Events
I went to bed angry last night. I was mostly angry that I was angry. I worked a full week, plus my classes, and this apartment/living situation feels like a second job. That started to sink in be...
Blah in Current Events
I laid down on the couch to close my eyes for a couple of minutes after my shift. Seven hours later I woke up to my roommate coming home. So, that happened. I am not drinking coffee at midnight. ...
Long Week in Current Events
My first day back to school was on Tuesday. On the first day, before I entered the classroom, the jitters were too much. Every fiber of my being wanted to stay home in bed. Just like old times. T...
Priestcraft in Current Events
Tomorrow is the big day. I start my class officially. My nerves are getting to me. I just need to get this first day over with. I visited my mother yesterday. I had a moment where I realized how ...
Boring Blog in Current Events
I suspect that Toni is on her way out for the day. I feel suddenly impatient. I would love a few hours in complete solitude. While I wait, I might as well write an entry. Yesterday I had the girl...
Opened Up The Comments in Current Events
I managed to bring myself to look at my comments here on PB. I have over a thousand that I haven’t opened because of how unpalatable my opinions are. It’s not worth it to polarize with anybody ab...
Mope in Current Events
I went over to Bruce’s yesterday evening where we made vision boards together. Her girlfriend joined us after her class. It was a quaint evening. Mine turned into an art piece and not so much int...
Down in Current Events
My depression has come out to play again. This low is because of the highs that come with my anxiety. My anxiety is high because I am nervous about starting class on Tuesday. I will be fine, ever...
Wetiko in Current Events
There is a contagious psychospiritual disease of the soul, a parasite of the mind, that is currently being acted out en masse on the world stage via a collective psychosis of titanic proportions....
HealthScare System Blues in Current Events
I woke up frustrated this morning. I was thinking about the long dragged-out debate that I had with Kyle yesterday. He came over for lunch and we bought some wine and we managed to get into it wi...
Poor Baby in Current Events
I had the worst stomach pains of my fragile little life last night. I woke up to a panic attack but I also feel that I pissed my body off. My stomach is still recovering from whatever it is doing...
Low in Current Events
My depression has come out to play. Usually, I don’t feel heart-crushing sadness. Just lethargy. I’m just void of all motivation and willpower whenever my depression episodes happen. Today, my he...
Registered in Current Events
I finally made my way down to the Adult Education Centre. I almost stopped myself twice but I managed to force myself to circle back. It’s a new building. The environment looks and feels great. C...
Blah in Current Events
I called the Adult Education Centre today. At least, I thought that I did. It was the school division’s office but they gave me the correct numbers to call. Those places are not open until Monday...
Sabotage in Current Events
In one hundred years we will all be dead and nobody is going to remember us. So, fuck it. I heard that line somewhere and it lives rent-free in my head. What it seems to be inspiring is me having...
Reconnect in Current Events
I kept myself pretty busy last week. I reconnected with Kyle. I was happy to see that he is living alone and single. He’s always been one of those people who can’t be single for more than five mi...
Connection in Current Events
Since I got back to the city I have been reconnecting with some friends. Balance, boundaries and discipline are the three words I have been using as a mantra. I keep seeing 666 everywhere. My fri...
Trip in Current Events
My camping trip with the girls last weekend was pretty good. I had some slight issues with vertigo at first which is actually pretty funny. It’s like this, I live in the prairies. I don’t travel ...
