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The Sequel in Current Events
The opportunity to apply for a full-time position on my team has come again. It was unexpected. It wasn’t supposed to be posted internally until next week but our HR posted it early. According to...
Low Road Here I Come in Current Events
I want to take the low road. I want to commit to being vindictive and spiteful over petty things. Those feelings are what I am wrestling with currently. Not a good use of my energy. Toni, my roo...
Triggered in Current Events
I spent most of my day in bed. What a waste. I finally filed my taxes for last year. I’m caught up. I had to call the Canada Revenue Agency because of my culsterfuck situation. I needed something...
Mood Poisoning in Current Events
The mood poisoning continues. I was kept up all night with a dry cough so I called in sick at work. I am trying to not think about the loss of pay because it just makes me more frustrated. Yester...
Victim Signalling Denied in Current Events
Oops… I’m doing it again. I’m going to bitch and moan in another PB entry. I’m a little more miserable than usual because I am frustrated with this cough. So far so good though. I am hoping that ...
Get Over It in Current Events
I woke up bitter and jaded. What else is new? I’m just over this cough. It’s not bad, I’m just over it. I went to work the last couple of days which didn’t help that situation but it did help my ...
Derp in Current Events
Bloody hell. I passed out and wasted my day and my opportunity to study. Not that it would have been productive. The function of brain = 0. I have a slight fever so it’s not my fault. It feels l...
Clinical Idiots in Current Events
I called in sick today. I have a slight cough and I don’t need the germ puritans making things weird. Toni, my roommate, it sounds like her body went into a detox also. That’s all the flu is. Our...
Bad Manifesting in Current Events
My weekend was long and full of terrors. My body went into detox over the weekend, the flu. On days 1 & 2 I had a headache, sore throat, a fever, and a neverending runny nose. Days 2 & 4 ...
Heavy in Current Events
My brother called me on Friday and I managed to convince him to go to rehab for his alcoholism. I stayed on the phone with him yesterday while he waited in the hospital to see if he could detox f...
Drab in Current Events
I got to enjoy an anxiety attack throughout my entire class yesterday evening. It did not have anything to do with the class. I had an intense day at work. I started some drama at work again. Th...
Unholy in Current Events
I barely made it to my optometrist appointment yesterday. Damn, my eye doctor had quite the makeover—Mohawk, piercings, and tattoos up to his throat. Neck tattoos are so sexy. He had a picture of...
Beautiful Nightmare in Current Events
Every night, the same dream, and every morning, the same nightmare. At this moment I feel like I can relate to Wanda Maximoff from the recent Dr. Strange movie. I just dreamt that I was tucking m...
Quiet Part Out Loud in Current Events
I managed to get myself a little flustered. I said the quiet part out loud. Well, I texted the quiet part out loud. I know that my procrastination is a response to fear. Fear boils down to contro...
Atrocious Day in Current Events
What an atrocious day. It was a rough start at work. The work wasn’t rough at all it was just my coworkers. I mentioned that my hand was breaking out into eczema and Kim decided to complain that ...
Back at it Again in Current Events
Oops, I did it again. I am procrastinating pretty hard. I had a week to study all the material I learned to prepare for our first test next week and I saved it all for today. I did everything exc...
Unbalanced in Current Events
Oops! I did it again. I spent how many entries complaining about how I need a break from being social? Class was cancelled yesterday, I was looking forward to having a lot of time to study before...
Caught In The Act in Current Events
I’m burned out and it caught up with me today. I left work early so I could spend the rest of the day in bed. It’s out of character but I had to admit defeat. My mind and body need rest. Last nig...
Up and Down in Current Events
Yesterday morning I saw that my roommate had her got-my-life-right smoothie prepped for the start of her day. When she got home later in the evening, she told me that she is quitting alcohol inde...
Finally Had THE Talk in Current Events
I finally had the talk with my roommate about her drinking. When I got home from my evening class yesterday she opened up to me about what has been going on with her. I speculated in the previous...
Here We Go Again in Current Events
My anxiety is flaring up right now. My roommate, something is going on with her. I heard her crying and whimpering to somebody over the phone this morning on the balcony. I suspect that she is ha...
Psycho Neighbour/Attempted Break In in Current Events
It’s one in the morning and I’m usually asleep but the neighbours above me are being cluster b creeps. Yesterday evening, while I was still alone, a woman started banging on all the doors in our ...
Manifesting: The Sequel in Current Events
My manifesting got worse. I kept it to myself because I didn’t want the thought out in the universe but I borrowed a pan from my grandmother to make angel food cake and she told me that I could r...
Manifesting in Current Events
I’m starting to feel spread thin again with my time. That is my own fault of course. I have a four-day weekend and I don’t have any time set aside for myself. Well, on Monday I do. So far. I need...
Selfish in Current Events
My sister is in town this weekend. She will be staying with me at my apartment. I’m pretty excited. I miss her a lot. She’s on my mind frequently. She is only two hours away but it feels like she...