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November 24, 2022

The Sequel in Current Events

The opportunity to apply for a full-time position on my team has come again. It was unexpected. It wasn’t supposed to be posted internally until next week but our HR posted it early. According to...


November 24, 2022

Low Road Here I Come in Current Events

I want to take the low road. I want to commit to being vindictive and spiteful over petty things. Those feelings are what I am wrestling with currently. Not a good use of my energy. Toni, my roo...


November 21, 2022

Triggered in Current Events

I spent most of my day in bed. What a waste. I finally filed my taxes for last year. I’m caught up. I had to call the Canada Revenue Agency because of my culsterfuck situation. I needed something...


November 21, 2022

Mood Poisoning in Current Events

The mood poisoning continues. I was kept up all night with a dry cough so I called in sick at work. I am trying to not think about the loss of pay because it just makes me more frustrated. Yester...


Oops… I’m doing it again. I’m going to bitch and moan in another PB entry. I’m a little more miserable than usual because I am frustrated with this cough. So far so good though. I am hoping that ...


November 19, 2022

Get Over It in Current Events

I woke up bitter and jaded. What else is new? I’m just over this cough. It’s not bad, I’m just over it. I went to work the last couple of days which didn’t help that situation but it did help my ...


November 15, 2022

Derp in Current Events

Bloody hell. I passed out and wasted my day and my opportunity to study. Not that it would have been productive. The function of brain = 0. I have a slight fever so it’s not my fault. It feels l...


November 15, 2022

Clinical Idiots in Current Events

I called in sick today. I have a slight cough and I don’t need the germ puritans making things weird. Toni, my roommate, it sounds like her body went into a detox also. That’s all the flu is. Our...


November 15, 2022

Bad Manifesting in Current Events

My weekend was long and full of terrors. My body went into detox over the weekend, the flu. On days 1 & 2 I had a headache, sore throat, a fever, and a neverending runny nose. Days 2 & 4 ...


November 06, 2022

Heavy in Current Events

My brother called me on Friday and I managed to convince him to go to rehab for his alcoholism. I stayed on the phone with him yesterday while he waited in the hospital to see if he could detox f...


November 04, 2022

Drab in Current Events

I got to enjoy an anxiety attack throughout my entire class yesterday evening. It did not have anything to do with the class. I had an intense day at work. I started some drama at work again. Th...


October 30, 2022

Unholy in Current Events

I barely made it to my optometrist appointment yesterday. Damn, my eye doctor had quite the makeover—Mohawk, piercings, and tattoos up to his throat. Neck tattoos are so sexy. He had a picture of...


October 29, 2022

Beautiful Nightmare in Current Events

Every night, the same dream, and every morning, the same nightmare. At this moment I feel like I can relate to Wanda Maximoff from the recent Dr. Strange movie. I just dreamt that I was tucking m...


October 27, 2022

Quiet Part Out Loud in Current Events

I managed to get myself a little flustered. I said the quiet part out loud. Well, I texted the quiet part out loud. I know that my procrastination is a response to fear. Fear boils down to contro...


October 26, 2022

Atrocious Day in Current Events

What an atrocious day. It was a rough start at work. The work wasn’t rough at all it was just my coworkers. I mentioned that my hand was breaking out into eczema and Kim decided to complain that ...


October 24, 2022

Back at it Again in Current Events

Oops, I did it again. I am procrastinating pretty hard. I had a week to study all the material I learned to prepare for our first test next week and I saved it all for today. I did everything exc...


October 21, 2022

Unbalanced in Current Events

Oops! I did it again. I spent how many entries complaining about how I need a break from being social? Class was cancelled yesterday, I was looking forward to having a lot of time to study before...


October 18, 2022

Caught In The Act in Current Events

I’m burned out and it caught up with me today. I left work early so I could spend the rest of the day in bed. It’s out of character but I had to admit defeat. My mind and body need rest. Last nig...


October 15, 2022

Up and Down in Current Events

Yesterday morning I saw that my roommate had her got-my-life-right smoothie prepped for the start of her day. When she got home later in the evening, she told me that she is quitting alcohol inde...


October 12, 2022

Finally Had THE Talk in Current Events

I finally had the talk with my roommate about her drinking. When I got home from my evening class yesterday she opened up to me about what has been going on with her. I speculated in the previous...


October 10, 2022

Here We Go Again in Current Events

My anxiety is flaring up right now. My roommate, something is going on with her. I heard her crying and whimpering to somebody over the phone this morning on the balcony. I suspect that she is ha...


It’s one in the morning and I’m usually asleep but the neighbours above me are being cluster b creeps. Yesterday evening, while I was still alone, a woman started banging on all the doors in our ...


My manifesting got worse. I kept it to myself because I didn’t want the thought out in the universe but I borrowed a pan from my grandmother to make angel food cake and she told me that I could r...


October 07, 2022

Manifesting in Current Events

I’m starting to feel spread thin again with my time. That is my own fault of course. I have a four-day weekend and I don’t have any time set aside for myself. Well, on Monday I do. So far. I need...


October 05, 2022

Selfish in Current Events

My sister is in town this weekend. She will be staying with me at my apartment. I’m pretty excited. I miss her a lot. She’s on my mind frequently. She is only two hours away but it feels like she...


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