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December 23, 2022

Boring Day in Current Events

Well, my roommate came home just as I was ready to start making content for the socials. She will be gone this evening so I’ll try then. I was just hoping for some daylight. I also tried to have ...


Of course, I’m going to let it get to me that I didn’t get the position I applied for. I went to bed just after six yesterday. I woke up around 1 this morning. I was tossing and tortured so I gav...


December 19, 2022

Derp in Current Events

Yesterday, I was caught off guard by my depression. I ended some cycles and created new ones. My mind needs to grieve the loss of the old structures. I should have seen this coming. I supported t...


December 18, 2022

Right in the Feels in Current Events

I am trying to break some cycles and create new ones. Today I am resisting the urge to go out and spend money. Even though it is just groceries it does not need to happen today. Instead of scroll...


Just as I got myself to look cute my brunch plans fell apart. Ange has a cough, and Leanne’s boyfriend is sick. Carly and I decided to call it a bust. I’m only a little bit upset. I was looking f...


December 16, 2022

I'bin 'Drinkin in Current Events

I went to work in such a bad mood this morning. I was in poor me mode. I made it a point to not make it anyone else’s problem. I was taking everything personally which is always a mistake. It mad...


December 15, 2022

Party Pooper in Current Events

Yesterday evening, I invited Curtis over since he was in town. I haven’t seen him since 2016. It was a mistake. I remembered last second how he used to invite other people without telling me. I h...


December 13, 2022

Choices in Current Events

I’m not making a good choice right now. I’m going to commit to it anyway. I feel fatigued from my class. I work almost full-time, and my apartment feels like a second job all in itself. Plus scho...


December 12, 2022

Resentment in Current Events

Resentment is not a function of anger it is a function of envy. I have resentment toward my roommate because I envy her. When she wakes up she is not concerned about the chores that need to be d...


December 11, 2022

Pass The Salt in Current Events

I’m still a salty queen about my roommate. I think bottling it up while waiting for the right opportunity to say something is not going to work. I’m just going to have to go for it and let her kn...


December 11, 2022

Dream, Dream, Dream in Current Events

Curious, I had a dream I hadn’t had in a long time. I dreamt that I lived in my childhood house with my siblings again. We were all the age we are now. I don’t remember any of the storylines. At ...


It’s been ages since I vented on PB about how useless my roommate is around the apartment. Then about how useless she is to everyone else especially to herself. Ok, I only do it once a week if n...


December 09, 2022

My Villain Era Begins in Current Events

At work, Linda told me that there was something that she wanted me to see. She told me that Mike posted something on Facebook and she felt that I needed to see it. I explained to her that I wasn’...


December 07, 2022

New Villain Era in Current Events

I mentioned on Monday that somebody had it out for me at work. Today, I discovered more stuff was missing from my bag and I told my boss. I found my missing stuff where the rest of my things were...


December 06, 2022

Relief in Current Events

I had anxiety about going to class today. We were told to take it easy this weekend so I didn’t study any of the material. I didn’t feel ready enough and when we reviewed the material, I was defi...


December 05, 2022

Manic Monday in Current Events

Something ridiculous happened to me at work today. It would appear that Mike couldn’t stand the sight of me, and the sound of me, and the contagious good mood I was spreading so he got petty whil...


December 04, 2022

Sun Day in Current Events

I’m aware of how aggressive I am on here regarding my roommate. Sometimes, I share my frustrations with a close friend or two. However, she is my friend and I do love her. I know that she is figh...


December 03, 2022

Saturn Day in Current Events

The other night I had the worst dream of my life. I woke up shook, I was disturbed beyond repair. I couldn’t even move. I was sick to my stomach and just wanted to stay home and cry. I rushed to ...


November 30, 2022

Tiny Break in Current Events

It’s going to be a late night. I have a test tomorrow so I am cramming in as much study time as I can tonight. Class yesterday was a big review of the unit and I struggled in a few areas. If I di...


On my way home from picking up my car from the shop, the VJs on the radio were talking about the most looked-up term this year. Gaslighting. Gaslighting is one of the most utilized tools that a n...


November 29, 2022

Diatribe in Current Events

I can feel the tension between Toni and me, my roommate. I can tell that she feels my judgement. That is why she is hiding in her room, I suspect. She’s committed to being absolutely useless arou...


November 29, 2022

Expecting in Current Events

My sister gave me some good news on the weekend. She is pregnant with her first. All of my siblings will have children now. I’m so happy for her! She’s wanted this her whole life. My brother live...


November 27, 2022

Pity Party in Current Events

Well well well, I figured out why my roommate was hiding in her room all day avoiding life. She bin drinking, she bin drinking… watermelon. She’s an adult she can drink if she wants to. We recent...


November 26, 2022

Procrastination in Current Events

Am I on Prosebox again because I am avoiding something that I need to do? Yes. I had Bev over yesterday for dinner and a movie. I made gnocchi soup and we watched Interview With a Vampire. I fi...


November 25, 2022

Structure in Current Events

I did not get the best sleep last night. I woke up to a coughing fit. It feels like something is stuck deep down in my throat. The fit didn’t last long and I was able to fall back asleep but I wo...


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