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Bottled Up in Current Events
My patience is as thin as I am since I quit coffee. I couldn’t stomach witnessing Linda stand around, distracting others instead of working. I called her out and she told me that I’m not the boss...
Vent in Current Events
What we don’t like about others is what we don’t like about ourselves. I am conscious of this fact but I still struggle to recognize when I am doing it. Today, I am rumbling with my procrastinati...
Mentally Stimulated in Current Events
I don’t like to let my social anxiety win. The bonfire last night was a swell time. Adam invited a bunch of us from work. I finally got to meet Adam’s fiance. Varion showed up as well. He used to...
Withdrawal in Current Events
Today is day three without coffee. It isn’t as bad as I thought it would be. I only got withdrawal headaches on day two. I thought I would fall apart at work but that is not the case. I don’t hav...
Mindful Depression in Current Events
I had another depression attack today. I understand that when I enter one paradigm my mind will grieve the old one. Those belief structures have to die. Paradigm is a strong word but if my realit...
Quests in Current Events
I bit the bullet and tackled the things that I have been avoiding. Letting it become so dreadful that it generates anxiety and depression is basically self-harm at this point. To even begin advan...
Fucking Bullshit PB Fails in Current Events
We don’t always come on to Prosebox when we are deep in thought or deep in our feelings but when we do… and then something goes wrong and we lose everything that we spent the last hour writing on...
Bromance in Current Events
The work Christmas party was pretty good I must say. Everybody was dressed so formally. They looked amazing. The prizes were pretty good as well. The food was alright but I have too many dietary ...
Blues Clues in Current Events
I need to retrace my thoughts, so to speak. My depression is bubbling up again. I spent the whole day looking forward to the Christmas function that my work is having tonight. I planned my weeken...
What Goes Around in Current Events
Depression hit me hard yesterday. I could barely get out of bed. It humbled me a bit. I forgot how heavy this could get. I was imagining this weight in other people’s shoes and it gave me some pe...
Weird Spaces in Current Events
I wrote about a name that I heard over a month ago. One that I am hesitant to say out loud. It’s a beautiful name and it echoes in my mind frequently. Since then, I have been manifesting quite a ...
Astrononsense in Current Events
Colour me triggered. I learned about the sidereal birth charts and so I checked mine out and it gives me an atrocious birth chart. Sagittarius Sun? Disgust. I don’t have the toxic optimism and wa...
It's My Party I'll Cry If I Want To in Current Events
My old-school slumber party was a success on Saturday. In my previous entry, I mentioned how I got stuck between a rock and a hard place because my roommate had a bit of a cough. When I explained...
Fake Germ Theory Blues in Current Events
I can’t win. I woke up to Toni, my roommate, coughing her lungs out. She’s (tox)sick. Half of the people I invited over tonight will not come. Bruce is getting over a cold and they wouldn’t let h...
Sun-Return Day in Current Events
I woke up feeling a little excited about having the day to myself, finally. I don’t have to be mindful of anyone or anything if I don’t want to. I will get a lot of this free time alone soon enou...
Attention Whore in Current Events
I’m hiding from the shame of not studying by doing my class remotely this evening. I would catch on quickly but I don’t want that anxiety today. The course starts in half an hour. I also still ha...
Basket Case in Current Events
I don’t like to show pain or fear. I let it out on this blog. My heart has been feeling heavy the last few days. I suppose I had my emotions turned off. Between a TikTok creator that made me fee...
Babble in Current Events
Surprise surprise, my day yesterday was not the most productive. I did start looking online for work. There are a couple of places in my area that might be a decent fit for me. One is a supplemen...
Resolution in Current Events
I am one to write down my goals but I haven’t created a New Years’ Resolution in years. I want to tackle my procrastination. My avoidance habits. They’re not toxic habits but they aren’t meant to...
Eve of a New Year in Current Events
It’s the eve of a new year, this is my favourite time of year. I like being around that New Year New Me energy. I like being around those who start making those hard choices. I love seeing people...
Heavy in Current Events
I kill a lot of time on here, on Prosebox. Today is the kind of day when I am reminded why I have this blog. Yesterday I got some pretty disturbing news about my sister. The one that is pregnant...
Onward in Current Events
Alright, I haven’t started any drama at work. Yesterday I learned who got the position I applied for and it was Tyson. I was the one who encouraged him to do it. He replaced Mike. They hired anot...
White Rabbit in Current Events
After my morning coffee, yesterday, I went to task and started cleaning the apartment. My roommate, Toni, was lying on the couch watching TV while I cleaned around her. She had her head propped u...
Battle in Current Events
It feels as though the only way I am going to shake this off is if I hurt somebody else. Hurt people hurt people. My mind is fantasizing about all the ways that I could be an emotional and mental...
Process in Current Events
My mother called me to chat. I’m always alone Christmas Eve and day, it makes her feel some type of way. It doesn’t bother me at all. I barely left my bed today. My mind needs to grieve the loss...
