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Existential Psychological Drama in Current Events
These times are hard. I feel like this world is trying to break me. The weight of it, it feels like I can’t take it but I’ll make it. I always do. I’ve walked this road. I’ve done this rodeo. I a...
Uninspired in Current Events
I informed my supervisor that I had applied for that temp full-time position at the location by my place. I asked her if my spot on her team would be reserved if I got it and she told me that it ...
5th Time is a Charm? in Current Events
The definition of crazy is what again? Doing the same thing and expecting different results. I once again applied at my company’s location by my place for the job I am already doing, they have a ...
Home Sweet Home in Current Events
This glamping trip was awesome. We definitely created a lot of new memories. It was just what we all needed. I was impressed with the scenic drive. I didn’t know that my province looked like that...
Hell’s Itch in Current Events
Have we heard of hells itch? I haven’t until today. That sunburn from Monday turned into an allergy response known as hells itch. It’s as though there are fire ants attack me relentlessly. It’s n...
Crisp P Bacon in Current Events
What happens when you lay in the sun for too long after decades of avoiding it? I’m sunburnt everywhere. My face, my legs, my chest, my back, my stomach, all along my sides, even my palms a bit. ...
Virus Possession in Current Events
Somebody completely unhinged claimed that I am ignoring gay diseases. Disease states are not inherently gay, whatever that is anymore. This is in response to one of my many tangents about how vir...
Petty Rant in Current Events
It’s been a while since I complained about my roommate. I spent half of my check on groceries. It took two trips to haul it all in. I spread it out between two days to clean the produce and put i...
Hot Girl Summer: Denied in Current Events
I feel like I could use a glass of wine right now. Maybe a bottle. Perhaps a box of wine instead. I’ll just pierce a straw into it like a juice box. Maybe I could take out the bag and run it thro...
Epiphany¿ in Current Events
As I’m in bed tossing and tortured, yet again, I remembered something. Instead of thinking about normal things I was thinking about how everything that the government does goes to shit. Our “free...
Day O in Current Events
Somebody died at my work the other day. I was not there when the incident happened and I was annoyed when my supervisor brought it up at our rally yesterday and then just talked around what happe...
Anti-Vision in Current Events
My dreams last night inspired me to start my novel first thing this morning. In the first dream, I visited Mae’s house. She was my childhood friend that passed away in our final year of high scho...
Surface Pressure in Current Events
If I had to be completely honest with myself, I’m tired. It’s not a physical tired it’s in the soul. I’m just fucking tired. I’m tired of going through this shit. I’m tired of things not working ...
Push in Current Events
After my previous entry, I grabbed a yoga mat and streamed a yoga routine for beginners. It wasn’t as challenging as I thought it would be. However, it definitely worked out the inside of my hips...
Hard Pill to Swallow in Current Events
My day didn’t stand a chance. I woke up feeling crushed under my own dead weight. My first real thought of the day was about how I am at least being creative instead of destructive during this sa...
Embers in Current Events
I feel like that fire in me is starting to go out. Perhaps I am just becoming numb to it. I’m not letting myself lose my momentum in being productive and proactive. Intention Deficit Disorder is ...
Read for Filth in Current Events
I have been trying to read to break my phone addiction and I finally grabbed one off my shelf that manages to hold my attention. I started my day sitting on the balcony with my mushroom coffee wh...
Coffee Break in Current Events
I started working on my website. It’s so easy. Back in 2005, I had to use HTML. I feel like I’m back on OpenDiary making layouts for free. I don’t even remember what I called that page…Dear Diary...
Intention Deficit Disorder: The Remix in Current Events
I’m struggling to organize my thoughts today. Mind you, it is first thing in the morning and I’ve only had one sip of my mushroom coffee. I seem to be very concerned about whether or not my roomm...
Intention Deficit Disorder in Current Events
You know how I’m in denial that I have ADHD? Me neither I’m that good. I heard ADHD described as Intention Deficit Disorder and it blew my mind. You can know all you want and even be the most br...
Summer Solstice, Esoteric Truths in Spiritual Journey
Today is the Summer Solstice. It is the longest day of the year. The Christian Bible teaches astrology. It is the universal language, Astrotheology is the universal system. It is the day that we ...
Band of Horses in Current Events
I bit the bullet and swallowed my pride and I applied to a few workplaces that I have been overlooking on purpose. Beggers can’t be choosers, I have to remind myself. One of them is at a thrift s...
Dark Night in Current Events
I’ve come to realize that I am still experiencing what is known as the Dark Night of the Soul. It’s not a term I like to use because the New Agers ruin everything. It is a term they use to descri...
Candace Owens in Politics
I like and appreciate Candace Owens but some of the things that she has to say come off as detached and out of touch. Her issues with adaptive wear, for example. Clothing that is designed for dif...
Sail in Current Events
I spent the last few hours fully immersed in my problems. It’s sink or swim time. You’re a woman with a brain and reasonable ability. Stop whining and find something to do. I have been picking u...
