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Wife / Mom! / Biodynamic Urban Farmer / Nutrition Science Buff / Ultra Frugal (Cheap!) Lifestylist / Avid Reader / Writer Extraordinaire / In Pursuit of Moral, Physical, and Intellectual Excellence.
If you do not possess a deep capacity for Anger, your Compassion or so-called Gentleness means nothing to me.
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the Fucking Liar. I should have known all along. She’s always been a bitch. The only reason she ever asked me what I liked or wanted, was to punish me with it. After I had my son, about 4 month...
I’m a competitive person. I like being good. Not just good. I love and relish the pride, the confidence, the self-esteem of doing something difficult, well. So when I receive criticism, I love i...
Starting to Think I had the Ick in Journal
or something, since W is now coughing and acting fatigued, as I felt for the last 2 weeks. Thought it was just my preggo hormones/energy getting me down. I felt like a human yesterday for the fir...
I wrote a letter to FIL, and I don’t think I’ll share it, here. But here are my contemplative ruminations on it. After his wife, my DH’s mother, and my MIL, died last November, I have thought wi...
I am so TIRED in Journal
I have just about zero energy. The first couple weeks- few weeks, even- I was working out and walking and playing all day with my ham. Now I’m lucky if I make dinner. Waking up SUCKS so hard. I w...
That Much Less in Journal
Drama. I received an apology today from someone who acted aggressively, angrily and with hurtful intent toward me a little over a year ago. I must say the relief is just palpable, for me. And, I...
Crypto is Doing a Whole Lot of in Journal
Nothin’. Annoying. I want to poke it with a stick. Do something. I bought myself a pregnancy journal and am keeping my logs in there. I like the idea of having something physical, and also person...
Our journey of in Journal
TTC has come to a happy end. I’m excited, naturally. I feel giddy most of the time like bubbles rising in my stomach… Or is that nausea? 😅 Seriously though I am just ecstatic. I’m literally sit...
It's Tax Season in Journal
and the first time we’re doing Crypto on the tax forms. Also the first time we have enough assets to even shake a stick at. It reminds me that most people pay professionals to do this. lol. I’m ...
Snarky clever remarks in Journal
Never come to me in the right moments. Why do you fail me, brain?! BM asked me right as we came in the door for birthday dinner: “Are you a pisces?! Or no? Then Aries right?” It occurred to me as...
Wow wow wow in Journal
I guess my subconscious was right. I fought for it, I trusted it, I asked for it, and it delivers. Who needs God? I feel so good- ok n top of the world. Other than our son is sick rn, nothing c...
The Dead that are Not Dead in Dreams
There was a disaster of some sort- a fire, perhaps- and the death of the rescuers. I entered the place, and it was destroyed mostly but for a room or 2. The bodies of the dead rescuers had been p...
Conversations Which in Journal
leave me unsatisfied. DH and I talked about our experience of his family at the 30-or-so people gathering yesterday. It went something like this. Me: “I noticed that I have a lot of anxiety aro...
My Dad and His in Journal
sister are like 2 peas in a pod. My dad is fervently right and my aunt is vehemently left. I don’t know why it took me so long to piece it together. They’re both very reactive, uncritical to the...
I'm Having a Great Day in Journal
And, I’m not sure what I want to say. I feel an expectation to be useful to other people, here. I don’t particularly mind that expectation, but I also want to acknowledge it and identify that I d...
In third person perspective, I saw/experienced a house like the one from ‘a handmaidens tale’ with a whole slew of servants, which served a wealthy family. They were mostly white- I think- and I ...
Valentine's honesty in Journal
Is refreshing. I can’t remember seeing ANY honest thoughts about it from the public at large. It was always “I love it so much I’m so special I’m so loved” or “I hate Valentine’s stupid Hallmark ...
Property Rights in Journal
It has been brought to my attention that I’ve neglected to support my arguments with sound first principles, here. So I’m providing the argument for property rights. Property rights is the princ...
Empathy. It’s a funny thing. It’s one of those things that we often assume about people, groups, institutions, parents, etc etc etc. We assume it because… well. Because to do anything else would...
Indignant in A Childhood Lost
My dad once took a whole day, with my little brother, to not treat me like shit. They didn’t tell me what they were doing. It was a “secret” between them to see what would happen. One whole day. ...
I feel so happy. So. My plan for day trading has commenced. If anyone wants to know what I’m doing, keep reading. (not financial advice) I follow a few people pretty regularly. Dollar Cost Crypt...
Day Trading in Journal
I’ve decided pretty much by sheer impulse to start day trading. I think I’ll start today. Well. I’ll think about it today. Inflation has me freaked out quite a bit. Our grocery bill is almost as...
People are Stupid in Journal
People are mean. People are defensive, agressive, ignorant and idiotic. I feel ashamed. I feel greif. I feel that it should not be so. But the evidence is overwhelming. It seems that anything ...
Just Curious in Journal
For anyone who actually reads this stuff, what do you think when you hear that someone consciously, intentionally doesn’t speak to their parents anymore? I’m genuinely curious, please answer :)
We have it. Lots of it. Gotta shovel it. Snooooooo
