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Wife / Mom! / Biodynamic Urban Farmer / Nutrition Science Buff / Ultra Frugal (Cheap!) Lifestylist / Avid Reader / Writer Extraordinaire / In Pursuit of Moral, Physical, and Intellectual Excellence.

If you do not possess a deep capacity for Anger, your Compassion or so-called Gentleness means nothing to me.

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February 08, 2023

There's a lot in Journal

On my mind atm. Yesterday my cousin messaged me. I know that I should not be surprised. She’s always been the same, even since a child. Well, I mean she’s older than me but, just saying she’s alw...


February 05, 2023

Tired in Journal

Poor Lexi Bird was up half the night not feeling well. Fortunately it was just gas (I think) and has fallen back to her normal routine now. I engaged in a very interesting conversation today abo...


February 03, 2023

Mom's group in Journal

Was pretty cool. There were 10 or so of us all at a house- all having had the same home birth midwife. That was the common point among us, but we definitely found lots more in common. The things...


February 03, 2023

Luggage in Journal

I don’t think that womb rental is a violation of the NAP. So, it’s not evil. But it is a class of vague human rights violations. An analogy might be the discovery of a totally secluded island po...


February 02, 2023

Choice in Journal

Is forever the standard. That which increases choice is inherently more virtuous. That which decreases choice is inherently more evil. I’ve written about this before, but it comes to mind again a...


January 28, 2023

Spheres of in Journal

Influence and concern. These have recently come to my attention as things I should be actively monitoring. This is an example of a major life changing piece of wisdom that every parent should be...


January 25, 2023

It seems like in Journal

A lifetime since I last wrote. It’s a whole nother world, on the other side. I feel so much better. I’ve improved my behavior and relationship with my son so much it’s unrecognizable. To anyone i...


Steiner’s advocacy for the truth and value of empiricism is belied by the methods he employs in discovery of, and support of empiricism. Steiner fails to uphold his assertions that empiricism is ...


HEX jumped a full 70% so I took out my initial principle. I’m really happy I did… Even if it continues up, the peace of mind was worth it, and the rest is profit. I didn’t do that last year, and ...


January 12, 2023

Conversation in Journal

With aunt B went pretty well yesterday. I had a few revolutionary ideas to drop on her.. lol. I have the feeling that she will be mind-blown until about 2 hours after she left. People have a way ...


January 10, 2023

Mental Illness in Journal

Recently I watched someone describe what acting out borderline personality disorder was like. I call it acting out… Because like most of these psychological disorders, it always seems to never h...


January 09, 2023

Y'all my babies in Journal

Are the cutest! They also have big heads. This bean had a 15” head at birth. I still have diastasis recti, which is separation of the abdominal muscles, and (tmi!) trouble holding in elimination...


January 07, 2023

2022 in Journal

Was the first year that I have made no contact with my parents. I find myself imagining conversations with people who might ask about it. No one ever does. The last request I made to my parents ...


January 06, 2023

My wish is coming in Journal

True.... I think. W is a lot better today and so is L. I don’t have any symptoms either except for that random fever a day ago. I really need to get back on the home cooked meals and strict no ea...


January 05, 2023

Annoyed update in Journal

This was the third entry I made in the last few days that got deleted right after I hit publish. Anywho. Life goings on. Our kids are currently sick. W has snotty nose and that’s pretty much it, ...


Recently I have unearthed several pivotal moments in the genesis of my self image. One was when I was about 12 I think, my mother stood me in front of a full length mirror and asked me “Do you l...


December 29, 2022

Dad, in Journal

The guy who never gave a shit. The very last time I saw my dad, it was at my cousin’s wedding when I walked up to say goodbye, and he gave me a disgusted sneer and said nothing. That was 2 years...


December 28, 2022

Posturing in Journal

I’ve caught myself doing it twice in the last 2 days! Uhg. I don’t want to characterize it as “cringe”, but it is… At least that’s how I feel, and how I imagine others feel. Both times were spea...


December 27, 2022

A Faceless Manic Murderer in Dreams

My dream was short, chaotic, confusing and alarming. I was just sort of an observer- I wasn’t in or part of the goings on, nor even a person at all in my dream. Just an observant ghost with feel...


December 27, 2022

Family, dreams in Journal

Time with the ex army aunt and her family was actually quite nice. DH echoed my own personal feelings on the way home. He told me how he was pleasantly shocked at uncle E’s (aunts husband) self ...


December 21, 2022

Glowing in Journal

Says DH. “What?” I look up from staring dreamily at my baby. “You’re glowing! You look really nice today.” DH repeated. Huh. At first I feel a bit of warmth - like a genuine reaction to a kind...


December 18, 2022

Body Image in A Childhood Lost

Assessing my own body image has been difficult. Because it’s… well… complicated. Body image comes not from being told things about ourselves, usually, but from our same-sex parent’s self image. ...


December 16, 2022

Expectations in Journal

I’ve realized that our toddler, W, isn’t like the other kids some time ago. But I hadn’t connectedwhy until maybe this morning. I mean, I know why- peaceful parenting. But more specifically, it’...


December 16, 2022

Who wants this? in Journal

Not the first time I’ve contemplated the possibility that my mom wants for me to get away. I almost buy the idea that she is rooting for my freedom. Because of her over the top sympathy, her vic...


December 14, 2022

Smiles in A Childhood Lost

I like listening to the call-ins because delving into childhood is so fascinating. Analyze your first dreams. You cannot think about them too much. They are the distilled philosophy of life bein...


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