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I think I may have made up my mind to actually write. I’ve been writing since I knew how- about the 3rd grade to be precise. Not journals, or letters, or anything- but long form novels. I’ve nev...

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Starting to feel lower pelvic pressure. It’s gettin’ real, peeps. 10 weeks yesterday, and DH’s birthday is TODAY. I didn’t get him anything =/ I kept asking what he wanted and told him if he did...

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OMG I am SO excited to learn about this. So the only really big thing I’m super NOT looking forward to is changing diapers. It’s not like I expect to change NO diapers at all, but like 20 per da...

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Worked another 10.5 hours yesterday. I kept busy and it wasn’t too bad, especially after we turned on the AC… The HEAT is really getting to me D: After last weekend, I decided I wouldn’t be caugh...

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seems like the only things that don’t make me feel weird lately. Not complaining; I love both. And I don’t have 30 hens that I buy soy-free non-gmo feed for nothing lol. Yesterday was horrid. Wi...

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Working 12 hour days, in between hauling calves, chickens and horse sale calls, my car blew a piston. Happy Summer, y’all. It’s hot as balls and I would LOVE to go for a swim, but no car… and D...

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I’ll probably get hammered for saying this, but it feels like I’m on the Opposite Bus here. Just about every symptom and sign that everyone says pregnant women suffer from most often are not hap...

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I can’t get over how beside myself I am. Okay, so it’s not that bad. I’m just about the same as I ever was, but thoughts of that peanut seem to have completely taken over every spare moment. Mos...

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Sometime dreams have really profound meaning or messages for us. Sometimes those meanings or messages are more personal, and sometimes they’re universal. This one seemed deeply personal. I was l...

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Feels like I’m going nowhere. Days pass. They turn to weeks, and still I’m stuck. I really relate to this song rn. Not really pimpin, just the tone and feel.

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It’s Father’s Day. I should try to keep my own thoughts and feelings to myself and just enjoy a nice day with family. But, isn’t that exactly what my parents tried for my entire life to train me...

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I really truly love being an equestrian because I truly love horses. We had a simply marvelous ride today. I got a shoulder-in on both reins and we went to the next level of working trot. It was ...

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So idk how y’all are on the woo-woo stuff. Some of it has some grounds in actual physiology and real measureable effects… most of it seems to me like a religious story made up to explain the inex...

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Was great. Saw it twice actually. I love Keanu Reeves, but I doubly love the roles he plays. Neo in the Matrix with all the guns and Karate of course, but John Wick is by far his best character....

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Did anyone ever take interest in your thoughts, feelings and experiences as a child? I can’t remember anyone asking me directly. I did often express myself in various ways- to which mom responded...

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I’m always sort of ..... I don’t really know what to call it. Horrified? Yes, let’s call it horrified, when these things happen. Every time someone in my life chooses the wrong person to get mar...

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I’ve had Judo dreams. Stopped doing Judo regularly at the beginning of May. I’m having withdrawals, I think. The first dream was sort of random because it was just one technique. I was running f...

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I was dreaming about tooth pain. It was a specific tooth. the top second-to-last molar on the right side. I wonder if there’s something specific about that tooth. The circumstance of the dream d...

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is the name of my new home-bred jr buck. I’m super proud of him; he’s absolutely gorgeous. His dam, Clarity, is killing it in the milk parlor too. It’s gratifying when dedication to quality breed...

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I wanted to write about a particular topic today but my mind is sort of all… fuzzy. I slept in today and it’s really nice out. It’s hot, which I don’t consider particularly nice, but there isn’t...

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BTW, Prosebox.... these double entries are really annoying.

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BTW, Prosebox.... these double entries are really annoying.

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Five facts about your current relationship 1. We’ve known each other since forever (like 5 year olds) but only seriously knew each other or hung out until early 20’s. 2. His cousin was my absolu...

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an honest look. Reason #1: It’s Hard. Reason #2: The results aren’t stellar. Especially at first. Here we have to pause for a moment because, while no one can make a (good) argument that this i...

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is simply taking an honest look. A really honest look. Look into all the places you were scared to look as a child. Into the dark corner of your bedroom. At the inky dark space made by the close...

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