Jodi (she/her) ⋅ 59 ⋅

All the entries in these journals depict reality, with the exception of the imaginary ones. The individuals mentioned in this journal are real, save for the fictional ones. The locations referenced in this journal are genuine, except for the made-up ones. The incidents recorded in this journal are factual, except for the fabricated ones.

Agnostic wanderer. Pro-choice advocate. Ally to the GLBT+ community. Passionate about writing, books, languages, and adult coloring. Lover of culinary experiments, fitness journeys, and aromatic experiences. VR & AI enthusiast. Coffee and wine snob.

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December 05, 2024

Still Struggling in 2024

I’m still struggling with constant sleep disturbances and overwhelming fatigue. Sometimes I wonder if I’ll even have the strength to walk into Rhonda’s office on Monday and the dentist’s office ...


December 04, 2024

Not a Happy 59th in 2024

The liver test seems to have disappeared altogether, but my thyroid antibodies are at 135 when they should be under 9. So, the attack is still going on. I’ll have to ask Rhonda if this would sto...


December 03, 2024

Skipped in 2024

I skipped today’s dose. I’m still a little winded and anxious but getting a bit better. I still have a lot of fatigue too, but I think I’ve finally stopped suffocating in my sleep. That doesn’t ...


December 01, 2024

2019-2024 in My Bio

There isn’t much left of 2024, and if you’re wondering why I’m cramming half a decade into a single post, it’s because I didn’t do the greatest job documenting the highlights of my life other th...


December 01, 2024

Long & Shitty in 2024

Although I managed to get more sleep, it’s been another long and shitty day for me. I’m utterly exhausted and still quite worried. I got about 8 hours of sleep, but it was far from restful due t...


November 30, 2024

Drafting in 2024

I’m going to start drafting this entry as I lie here feeling exhausted, depressed, anxious, and totally hopeless. Damn, do I miss my healthier days! I miss so many aspects of the old me, but I f...


November 28, 2024

Mixed Reality Rocks! in 2024

I have great news, okay news, and shitty news. Where should I start? I guess I’ll go in order from great to shitty. The amazingly shocking and great news is that my TSH is 5.50! Just one point ...


November 27, 2024

Alive in 2024

Sometimes I just want some alone time when he’s awake, but then I feel guilty because, hey, he’s alive! He’s alive. Would I rather feel like I’m not getting enough space, or would I rather never...


November 26, 2024

2018 in My Bio

January Jan 4 Red and white blood cells are on the rise again. Jan 8 Yes! My test for leukemia and bone marrow condition were normal. Jan 11 So excited because I found Officer Palma on Face...


November 26, 2024

2017 in My Bio

January 2017 Jan 1 Mary dumped me after informing me that someone informed her that I was supposedly talking about her unfairly in my blog. By this time I wasn’t surprised, but it still angered...


November 26, 2024

Resigned in 2024

I’ve already resigned myself to the fact that my TSH levels are going to be horrible, but I’ve definitely learned something valuable—something the so-called experts should have pointed out to me...


November 25, 2024

Amazing in 2024

I slept amazingly well last night for the first time in ages. I didn’t even wake up to pee, and I don’t remember snoring or waking up much at all. It’ll probably be months before I sleep that we...


November 24, 2024

Unfair in 2024

If I could brainwash myself into believing there was a good loving God up there listening to me, all I would have to do is ask that He makes sure I feel like shit almost every single day because...


November 23, 2024

2016 in My Bio

January 2015 ended on a fearful note, but 2016 began on a hopeful one. Unfortunately, Lexipro worsened my already disrupted sleep patterns so I didn’t take it for long. Menopause wasn’t easy...


November 23, 2024

Cold and Dry in 2024

My skin is dry, I’m freezing in a 72-degree house, and I’m on the second day of being stuck. My TSH must be sky-high, which means the weight loss is connected to what I’ve been eating after all....


November 22, 2024

Getting Worried in 2024

I’m starting to go from frustration to worry with this fatigue. I don’t know how much more my brain and body can take. I feel very overwhelmed, especially with not knowing exactly how much of th...


November 20, 2024

Evicted in 2024

Another night of sleeping shitty and feeling shitty. I got up to pee midway through my sleep and could have fallen back asleep if it weren’t for breathing issues. It wasn’t just my nose—I felt l...


November 19, 2024

2015 in My Bio

January: I saw Dr. O, my new endocrinologist. She doubled my levothyroxine dose from 25 mcg to 50 mcg and then eventually to 75 mcg. We got Amazon Echo’s Alexa. February: Got a new MacBook Air...


November 19, 2024

Nightmare in 2024

The place we may move to is 200 feet higher in elevation than Klamath Falls. I didn’t realize I had that backward. It’s not as cold because it’s not as far north, but it’s definitely going to be...


November 16, 2024

Part 49 in My Bio

Written in late 2014, edited in 2024 The teens ended up being the worst years of my life, especially mid-2014 through 2016, and then beyond. 2014 was both great and horrifying. This time, the ...


November 16, 2024

Alcove in 2024

Alcove is so much fun! There’s so much to do there. You can go on virtual bus rides and car rides. You sit back in a convertible and leave the driving to them as you cruise cross-country. They h...


November 15, 2024

Turkey Trot in 2024

The Turkey Trot challenge just came out! It includes five rides in Turkey, and you have a whole month to complete it. Of course, I’ll finish well in advance. The rides range between 14 and 43 mi...


November 14, 2024

Almost Up to Date in 2024

I finally have fewer than 100 pages left to review to bring my bio up to date. I’ve been slacking over the past few years, so I’ll need to write some new content as well. Tom was outside cleani...


November 13, 2024

Part 48 in My Bio

Written in 2013 This may be one of my shortest yearly reviews, even though 2013 turned out to be one of our best years yet. We became homeowners again! Part of the funding came from my inherita...


November 13, 2024

Warnings in Dreams in 2024

My dream about my dad getting us into a car wreck, along with the toenail dream, turned out to mean something after all seeing that I lost the crown I mentioned. I went to the dentist’s site las...


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