
Jodi (she/her) ⋅ 59 ⋅
All the entries in these journals depict reality, with the exception of the imaginary ones. The individuals mentioned in this journal are real, save for the fictional ones. The locations referenced in this journal are genuine, except for the made-up ones. The incidents recorded in this journal are factual, except for the fabricated ones.
Agnostic wanderer. Pro-choice advocate. Ally to the GLBT+ community. Passionate about writing, books, languages, and adult coloring. Lover of culinary experiments, fitness journeys, and aromatic experiences. VR & AI enthusiast. Coffee and wine snob.
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Still Struggling in 2024
I’m still struggling with constant sleep disturbances and overwhelming fatigue. Sometimes I wonder if I’ll even have the strength to walk into Rhonda’s office on Monday and the dentist’s office ...
Not a Happy 59th in 2024
The liver test seems to have disappeared altogether, but my thyroid antibodies are at 135 when they should be under 9. So, the attack is still going on. I’ll have to ask Rhonda if this would sto...
I skipped today’s dose. I’m still a little winded and anxious but getting a bit better. I still have a lot of fatigue too, but I think I’ve finally stopped suffocating in my sleep. That doesn’t ...
There isn’t much left of 2024, and if you’re wondering why I’m cramming half a decade into a single post, it’s because I didn’t do the greatest job documenting the highlights of my life other th...
Long & Shitty in 2024
Although I managed to get more sleep, it’s been another long and shitty day for me. I’m utterly exhausted and still quite worried. I got about 8 hours of sleep, but it was far from restful due t...
I’m going to start drafting this entry as I lie here feeling exhausted, depressed, anxious, and totally hopeless. Damn, do I miss my healthier days! I miss so many aspects of the old me, but I f...
Mixed Reality Rocks! in 2024
I have great news, okay news, and shitty news. Where should I start? I guess I’ll go in order from great to shitty. The amazingly shocking and great news is that my TSH is 5.50! Just one point ...
Sometimes I just want some alone time when he’s awake, but then I feel guilty because, hey, he’s alive! He’s alive. Would I rather feel like I’m not getting enough space, or would I rather never...
January Jan 4 Red and white blood cells are on the rise again. Jan 8 Yes! My test for leukemia and bone marrow condition were normal. Jan 11 So excited because I found Officer Palma on Face...
January 2017 Jan 1 Mary dumped me after informing me that someone informed her that I was supposedly talking about her unfairly in my blog. By this time I wasn’t surprised, but it still angered...
I’ve already resigned myself to the fact that my TSH levels are going to be horrible, but I’ve definitely learned something valuable—something the so-called experts should have pointed out to me...
I slept amazingly well last night for the first time in ages. I didn’t even wake up to pee, and I don’t remember snoring or waking up much at all. It’ll probably be months before I sleep that we...
If I could brainwash myself into believing there was a good loving God up there listening to me, all I would have to do is ask that He makes sure I feel like shit almost every single day because...
January 2015 ended on a fearful note, but 2016 began on a hopeful one. Unfortunately, Lexipro worsened my already disrupted sleep patterns so I didn’t take it for long. Menopause wasn’t easy...
Cold and Dry in 2024
My skin is dry, I’m freezing in a 72-degree house, and I’m on the second day of being stuck. My TSH must be sky-high, which means the weight loss is connected to what I’ve been eating after all....
Getting Worried in 2024
I’m starting to go from frustration to worry with this fatigue. I don’t know how much more my brain and body can take. I feel very overwhelmed, especially with not knowing exactly how much of th...
Another night of sleeping shitty and feeling shitty. I got up to pee midway through my sleep and could have fallen back asleep if it weren’t for breathing issues. It wasn’t just my nose—I felt l...
January: I saw Dr. O, my new endocrinologist. She doubled my levothyroxine dose from 25 mcg to 50 mcg and then eventually to 75 mcg. We got Amazon Echo’s Alexa. February: Got a new MacBook Air...
The place we may move to is 200 feet higher in elevation than Klamath Falls. I didn’t realize I had that backward. It’s not as cold because it’s not as far north, but it’s definitely going to be...
Written in late 2014, edited in 2024 The teens ended up being the worst years of my life, especially mid-2014 through 2016, and then beyond. 2014 was both great and horrifying. This time, the ...
Alcove is so much fun! There’s so much to do there. You can go on virtual bus rides and car rides. You sit back in a convertible and leave the driving to them as you cruise cross-country. They h...
Turkey Trot in 2024
The Turkey Trot challenge just came out! It includes five rides in Turkey, and you have a whole month to complete it. Of course, I’ll finish well in advance. The rides range between 14 and 43 mi...
Almost Up to Date in 2024
I finally have fewer than 100 pages left to review to bring my bio up to date. I’ve been slacking over the past few years, so I’ll need to write some new content as well. Tom was outside cleani...
Written in 2013 This may be one of my shortest yearly reviews, even though 2013 turned out to be one of our best years yet. We became homeowners again! Part of the funding came from my inherita...
Warnings in Dreams in 2024
My dream about my dad getting us into a car wreck, along with the toenail dream, turned out to mean something after all seeing that I lost the crown I mentioned. I went to the dentist’s site las...