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I'm just me. I suck at relationships. I suck at picking people. I'm good with animals.
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On Monday I hung out with my ex hubby. I got some house cleaning done. He left early to pick up our friend from work. Originally the Carson guy had said something about getting together on Monda...
So after spending like all afternoon with James on Saturday I didn’t really anticipate seeing him again very soon. But then we were talking Sunday morning and he said company would be nice so I w...
So I suppose it was a fairly eventful week. To make it short… • M told me that if I slept with B then he’d be my 3rd… it’ll never happen, but it was funny. • F when I insisted he give me a comple...
While it’s fresh on my mind… So earlier today I messaged James who I mentioned in the last entry. Not his real name of course. So I asked him if he maybe wanted to grab dinner or something later....
My life has just been stressful lately. My house isn’t a complete wreck but it could use some attention. I still have a few animals to feed. I did manage to catch up with laundry this past weeken...
I have a fair bit to write about, but not much time currently. So my baby dog is in kidney failure. They gave her fluids to flush her kidneys and gave me meds to give her daily to help her get s...
Thursday Was Worse... in 2018
This morning my ex hubby took my dog to the vet. Like a month ago they all went for their checkup and my vet wanted to check her urine because I had told him that she couldn’t hold it like before...
Wednesday Nonsense... in 2018
So I go back to work after being slightly disappointed on Tuesday.... Then M mentions to me casually that he and his gf are expecting. It took pretty much everything I had to say congratulations...
Cockblocked by Mother Nature... in 2018
Here I was worried about it potentially snowing… Nope… Mother Nature said hey I’m running about 4 days behind, torrential downpour of blood, you’re welcome very much. Let’s start at the beginni...
So I went to work today, but decided to still make it a 4 day weekend and took Tuesday off instead. Now I’m probably jinxing it. It’ll probably snow or some other bullshit that keeps me from gett...
I’m feeling just down. I know why, but it doesn’t make it suck any less. So the guy I’ve been talking to from Bumble… still seems nice. We made plans earlier in the week to meet tonight. I got a...
Halloween... in 2018
It’s been a long week. Last weekend I decided what the hell and started talking to a guy on bumble. We have messaged back and forth a fair bit and talked on the phone. We are planning to meet at ...
Insert Scream Here... in 2018
I am ridiculously stressed out. I think a lot of it is lack of sex and physical contact. I just feel alone and miserable and I’m so done with everything. It sucks. I asked F if he was going to en...
I was rubbing his back… he pulled a muscle yet again. We were flirting. I tickled ever so slightly. I hugged him and he hugged me back while I kissed on his neck and nibbled his ear just a bit. H...
So I went to the ballet last night. It was freaking awesome. They were doing this show called Seven Deadly Sins. The live music during the performance was amazing. I even bought a CD after. On t...
So I tried this whole bumble thing… I have fucking issues. I swear I swipe left on everyone. I’m not into guys who shave their heads. Then if they’ve got fucked up teeth.. nope. Then if their pi...
Another Saturday... in 2018
My everything hurts! Just fuck my uterus right now. I’ve pretty much laid in bed all day. My house is a wreck. I have a long list of things that need doing, but my motivation is in the negative....
Negative... in 2018
It was negative. I’ve been kind of emotional about it. I really don’t want to do anything. I’m at work right now, but I’d like to go home and just sleep. I think I’m going to spend a fair bit of ...
Tomorrow... in 2018
Tomorrow is the day… I’m not exactly hopeful but I guess we’ll see. I had a pretty eventful weekend. On Friday I saw Garfunkel and Oates with the bff. It was hilarious. On Saturday morning the b...
Baffled... in 2018
I don’t understand boys… I suggest we go to a movie, a movie he likes, he says he wants to see it, but already committed to working overtime, I say you should get someone else to work it and say ...
Go Away... in 2018
I would really like to not be in pain… but I don’t see that happening anytime soon. I had my follow up with my hip dr today and he agrees it’s my si joint causing the issues now and he’s sending...
Third Times the Charm??? in 2018
I’m hoping. Yesterday I had my last IUI done. I have no more donor sperm left so I would have to purchase more if this doesn’t work. I had a bit of a mental breakdown on Wednesday night. I was j...
So yeah… lost my mind guy… I flirted with him very lightly today and he ended up kissing and groping me. I continued to flirt and tease and we ended up in basically an abandoned building. In an o...
I'm a weirdo... in 2018
So today went well I guess… I’ve been stuck trying to throw together a cookout at work tomorrow. Very last minute planning which I despise. So M and B went to Costco with me today and then I had ...
Birthday... in 2018
So tomorrow is F’s birthday. I really wanted to see him and do something special. Let’s be honest.... I wanted to go out and I wanted him to come back here so I could give him all the birthday s...
