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New Things in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
So, this evening Haley said she needed to talk to me and Tim after dinner. I called off from work tonight fakin sick, because I am just over the shit going on there, so this was an interesting co...
Today in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
I feel like, who is this person I've become? I don't even recognize myself any more. I don't know if this person is better or not. I just want to see a piece of me, to know that I am not so far g...
Just random in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
I am trying to get myself to bed at a decent hour so that we can cram as much bullshit into tomorrow as possible since its my mom's "last day here". Tuesday morning I am driving her to the airpor...
Just Life. Just Stuff. in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
OK, so at work we have these old ass computers running old ass Windows with old ass Internet Explorer and I keep getting messages from websites saying that they either don't support this version ...
Today in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
It's 5:10am. I should technically still be at work right now but I have figured out that no one gives a fuck where I am if there is no work to be done on Friday nights/Saturday mornings if there ...
Go Watch Orphan Black in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
This is my wish for you, that you get as hooked on this show as I am. It is amazing. Give it a few episodes and you will be totally hooked. We have managed to actually get current on episodes and...
John Doe in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
...I just want the John I know." Those are song lyrics by the way. I'm kinda obsessed with that song lately. Tim cleaned the kitchen today after I apparently looked like I was totally over Ever...
Friday, maybe? in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
Good lord, is it finally Friday? I don't even know. I have been on overtime since sometime this morning (Friday morning). I just want to crawl into bed and fall asleep because YOU GUYS. I am so ...
Sunday the 4th in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
I am going to try to restore my daily habit of writing, something, anything, even if it is very brief. Construction on the back yard is going so slowly. I don't know what is up with Tim but he i...
Oh Hai in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
Yes, I am alive. I live. I read you all the time. I just have such a hard time writing. I want to change that, I'm just not sure how. The kids are good, Tim is good, I am good, I guess. I think I...
A Plague on Your House in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
Spent the entire weekend in bed. Well, pretty much. I was up here as there to do things or supervise children but the Captain Tripps, it has had the most insane grip on this house. Tim was off Fr...
Overdue in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
I know this entry is long overdue. I have been so busy at work, I haven't had a "down day" in weeks, work has been insane. And that is a lot of what has been going on. I have been working 5 month...
This is what I do when I'm bored at work in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
I selfie. But only on Friday nights, when I'm alone, and I did my hurr and makeup. I force myself to make the effort to look nice once a week. The rest of the week I look like I'm horribly ill be...
Weekend in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
Just hanging out at home. Tim is trying to repair broken water pipes at the Little House. I hate that house. I hate this house. I want to burn them both down and move. Anyway. I have tomorrow off...
Little Update/Selfie in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
I look like a grinning idiot, but this is me now. I'm not in any real pain any more, but I still can't really eat anything. It isn't that big of a deal any more, it's just a new normal.
Coming Clean (this is hard) in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
Ok, this might not seem like a big deal to some people, but it is a huge issue to me and I've judged myself a lot over it, and I've been terrified of talking about it, but here it is. The alluded...
Reprieved in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
To my great shock and surprise, my boss called around 5:30 and said to just work from home tonight because of the weather forecast. Well, OK! Thanks to the Higher Power, that was much needed toni...
Want to be Snowed In in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
I'm sick to death of Winter but I am kinda hoping that tonight's Ice-mageddon leaves me unable to get to work so I can work from home. That would be pretty OK with me. I wouldn't be surprised if ...
OD regrets in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
I realized one of the things I am most sad about OD dying is the loss of diaries like Chuck/Blather's which will probably never be recreated anywhere. And Hicks. "It was a boring day." These are ...
Electric Blanket Woes in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
So, this Sunbeam electric blanket is about the best purchase I've ever made, especially when it is -11 outside, but I have discovered a problem the last couple of nights. It is like Ambien in a b...
Playing Hooky in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
I called off from work tonight, I just couldn't face it. We are in the middle of this big complex project but my boss's last day is Friday so everything is up in the air and chaos reigns supreme....
Maintaining in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
Things feel like maybe they are getting a little better, and I am maintaining a level of steadiness. Part if this has been helped by a sharp reduction in alcohol intake. Not cessation, but reduct...
I Don't Say It Enough in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
But I love you guys. If the world ends tomorrow, I want you to know that you truly mean something to me. Your life has truly touched mine, and my life would be so much less without your updates, ...
Marginally better in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
Yeah, I am not on the edge today though I am definitely not excited about going to work tonight. But I'm off for NYE and New Years Day so I can debauch then. I need to get in the shower and get m...
No feedback necessary. in The Crimson Permanent Assurance
I need 2014 to be something different, something better. I can't do another year like this. I can't. Man Jesus help us all.
