UrbanEx ⋅ 28 ⋅
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What I Have To Do in Unafraid
Maybe that’s my problem. I’ve been so focused on what I want to do, that I’ve been neglecting the things that I have to do. Been somber these past few days. My friend’s mother died. Heart complic...
I Think I Need Help in Unafraid
I’ve been putting it off for awhile, but… I think I should get my mental shit diagnosed. Something’s wrong with me. I’m not saying that in self-deprecating way, it’s just a fact. There’s no way t...
Been getting into Deftones lately. I know, I know, I’m about 20+ years tardy to the party on that one. But, I mean hell, it’s not like music ever goes anywhere. Especially nowadays. You can just ...
The best thing about growing up in a divorced family is getting to pick and choose which side of the family you disappoint during the Holiday season. Every. Fucking. Year. Spoiler alert! It ends ...
Need To Get Out in Unafraid
When I get out of here, I’m going to remember every single fucking person that didn’t give me the time of day when I was at my lowest. And I’ll make sure to return the favor likewise towards them...
Hate the Weekends in Unafraid
Is it sad that I actually prefer the work-week more than the weekend? I hate my days off. Always just makes me feel boring. I feel like I never really do anything. It’s not that I don’t WANT to d...
Just A Drop In The Ocean in Unafraid
Ugh… You know, I was really starting to think that maybe I could be special to her. I didn’t even care if I was, like, #1 or anything. I just wanted whatever was happening between us to be at lea...
The Night I Became A Nobody in Unafraid
Cold. It was winter. Dark country night in the backyard. No light pollution. The freezing air wrapped around me tight. I welcomed the cold. College didn’t work. Past two relationships didn’t work...
Reflections in Unafraid
Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror, or I see a picture of myself, and I stare back into my own eyes. And the longer I stare, it’s like the more I start to wonder… Is any of this even real? ...
Left on the Couch in Unafraid
Those assholes left me on the couch and threw away my sandwich. I really need my own place. This ain’t cutting it.
When You Pick a Movie to Watch in Unafraid
…and everybody won’t shut the hell up during it. I ought to smack every one of them. >:| This weekend was… interesting. I went on a date, actually. It’s been 7 months since me and the ex broke...
Late Night Drives Alone in Unafraid
A full tank of gas. Nothing but time. …But nowhere to go. Life is full of cruel ironies, isn’t it? So I don’t go anywhere. I just drive. Just to drive. Even with the rising gas prices, it’s cheap...
Those Nights in Unafraid
“I’m not scared to die…” ”…I’m a little bit scared of what comes after.” I’m tired of living like this. Every step forward is a marathon. Every inch gained is a gallon of blood, and I feel dry. ...
Spoke to Her again today. Been awhile since we caught up. I told her how my life has been going, she told me about hers. It was a nice. It was pleasant. Felt like the old times. She doesn’t know ...
Is It Ever Good News? in Unafraid
Something’s wrong with my younger brother. I’m the oldest, he’s 19, and he’s been away at college for awhile now. This is his sophomore year, and the college he’s going to is about a 3 and a half...
People in Wisconsin in Unafraid
People in Wisconsin don’t say “hello.” They say “Cheesed to meet you. 🧀” And I think that’s beautiful.
Wakey & Bakey in Unafraid
This is the first day in over 2 weeks where I can welly and fully say I don’t gotta do shit. No responsibilities, no chores, no errands, no nothing. Past 2 weeks have felt like a neverending mael...
Work dreams in Unafraid
Had a dream last night that I was at work. I wasn’t even doing anything out of the ordinary, just working like I normally would. And then I wake up this morning just to go back to work. That’s b...
One Big Day in Unafraid
Almost 4 weeks nicotine free. Needless to say, the past 4 weeks have felt like one giant, neverending, humongous, eternal, no-end-in-sight, biggest fucking day ever. But, on the bright side, I’ve...
The Surrounding Areas in Unafraid
Perhaps you’re like me. Maybe you’ve lived in the same area of land your entire life. Born in a city, live in that city, die in that city. If not the city, then at least close by, maybe a neighb...
Conditionally Loved in Unafraid
Nothing’s wrong. But everything is. That tight feeling you get in your chest. No, your shirt isn’t too small. No, it’s not an asthma attack. But it’s there. Constricting. Suffocating. Your head’...
Life Goes On in You're the Only Ten I See
Life comes at you fast, right? One second you’re some awkward, teenage grocery store bagger working for minimum wage with more friends than you could count. (Book 1) Next second you’re in univers...
