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I got a letter in the mail today for me to go to court. I have been going to court every time I could and this time they sent a letter. You know I was going anyway. But with the letter I feel...

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With everything going on with the kids dad I’ve been ok with. Bummed that more hasn’t been done till this point and that I too had to play his game. I talked to the DA before he went to court on...

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Always at the beginning of the new year I want to make this year the best the kids ever have with fun activities and events to attend. I feel like we are making memories and that the kids will h...

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So I ‘ve been trying to get them to renew the OOP (order of Protection) as his court case isn’t till the end of Oct and it expires Oct 5.... The clerk called me back and said that they set him up...

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Here I am with my keyboard therapy trying to make sense of the last few days… So court was Monday and as always nervous as hell to see what holy hell they are going to do this time. Will he be in...

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I signed up for something and they asked personal questions. My past comes up..... I have a handle on my past. I can’t change it, Its there but I feel that I handled anything forward from it we...

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I was a bit nervous. I can’t lie… I always get nervous around these as I don’t know what they are going to do with him. Letting him out and not treating him would make my life hell. Some of this...

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Its been a week.... Not with the normal things like my SO and all his monkey business but my little one. I finally had a meeting with his teachers and they were very rude to me. I’m to the point...

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A few things fall off the list and more gets added. 1 parking ticket done. Haven’t heard from the other but I will be pissed if it isn’t dismissed. I sent in the stub that I paid it. Still have ...

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I just wish I knew what the outcome would be of all this..... I wish that all these agencies would get together and decide on a plan instead of leaving it to one or the other that doesn’t know th...

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So First thing this morning I get a call from CPS and she tells me that under no circumstances can SO come back.... WTF!! Because if he does than they will take me to court and take away the kid...

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So SO is still in jail and at least I know the next court date and then what??? Next court date is June 13. I wish some one would talk to me about what is going on I called a program today and g...

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So SO is in jail… for how long????? They didn’t call from the DV advocacy thing today.... Grrr not that I want to talk to them. Alex went to the ENT today. He has an ear infection too and is...

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So yesterday was the day from hell. I put Alex on the bus and within an hour they called me to pick him up as he had pink eye… Sigh.. He’s had sinus issues for almost 2 months now nonstop and ev...

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I wish my 1st mother’s day was magical and saw it as such. A dream for me to be the mother I always wanted to be with that new baby. The snuggles and hugs and all the the love I could give him....

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This time of year I’m depressed from everything that is mother’s day and my birthday. i have some depression going on but not from this time of year as typical. I was reading on FB one of the...

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I know I have at least a month and probably more but I’m scared. He’s still being held without bail and waiting on another mental health exam.. I can’t go through what I did last time. I just ca...

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So I work at the smokers quit line and I tell people cigarettes are like a toxic friendship that keep popping up… you don’t know when that mood will strike but something brings you back and boom...

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He had court today......I was hoping for a scene from the show night court… I didn’t get it. He saw me and was transfixed. He tried mouthing me something and I just rolled my eyes. Probably f...

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11 days have gone by since I talked to him. seen him. Really more like 12. He needs this and I know he deserves this and it was a long time coming. I do feel a bit bad and I slightly miss him...

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So we went to Florida and visited my parents while they were there. I brought down the 3 kids and my mom cooked and cleaned and even did my laundry. Bliss for a working mother with 3 kids to en...

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I myself am not pro abortion but I am for other people. you do not have the right to choose what other people do. That is how I feel. you don’t know the circumstances that they have to make to ...

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The next day after I knew he was in NJ he texted me and unblocked me and came back late that night. My vacation from him is gone. He’s been decent. Kind of helpful. I haven’t been feeling the ...

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LOL…little detective work and I know his whereabouts to the street. Some of it I wish I didn’t know and the other makes me feel a bit satisfied. I guess knowing he had $5000 to party it up and ma...

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I feel he will eventually return.... Its not like this is the first time. I know I am happier, the kids are happier. We can breath a sigh of relief. The demons lurking in the shadow some of my...

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