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February 08, 2018

Okay, So... in meh...

There was a point in time last year, I think, where I was angry. I was so angry that I wrote a lament to God in this here space. One of the things I mentioned was that one of the wrongs done to m...


…but I will have to do it later on. I just have to make sure I have time to gather my thoughts on it fully.


February 02, 2018

Just To Show It's Not All Bad in meh...

I will say the “On This Day/Memories” option on Facebook is pretty cool especially when it’s a good memory. The one I shared today was from many moons ago. A friend was in town and she was celebr...


February 01, 2018

Hey in meh...

Dear CashNet USA, stop sending me mail and emails. I’m never using you again. Dear RISE, stop sending me emails. I’m never using you again. Dear All of These Places that Bought My Name, stop send...


January 31, 2018

I've Been... in meh...

…doing The Impossible Quiz. This shit is ridiculous, but kind of fun. Only gets frustrating because you can try again as many times as you want and it’s always the same questions…but there are no...


January 29, 2018

My Little Self in meh...

During the composition of my entry yesterday, I was talking to my son. I was telling him about the way I was feeling about a lot of things. My son disclosed a lot of things thay were happening to...


January 28, 2018

It Won't Be Resolved in meh...

This entry is basically thinking through my fingers in an effort to make sense of things and hope you can follow along. RJ and my friendship is at a fork in the road. She won’t discuss this with ...


January 27, 2018

I Just Did A Stupid Thing in meh...

I don’t want to sabotage anything and I just may have done that with a feeble attempt to keep a friend that really don’t give a shit about my feelings. So, last night Scott and I had a great long...


So between last entry and today there have been a few happenings. Nothing bad, nothing great. I’m just really…meh. Daughter and I weren’t speaking because I told her that she needed to get her ho...


January 14, 2018

So, That Was A Great Day in meh...

Mom’s birthday was yesterday. I woke up early and was rather excited. Today was the day I could get some stuff done. Little baby wasn’t here, Bubby Sr and I were gonna make cookies. Our day was g...


January 12, 2018

Interesting in meh...

So I send Him a text asking how he’s holding up since his mother passed. He’s about as okay as can be expected. Okay. This turns into him going on my Instagram and making a reference to a typo fr...


January 11, 2018

Up & Vanished Podcast in meh...

Okay so, I’ve been binge listening to this. It’s kind of over, but not really because there hasn’t been a trial set. Lots of information hasn’t come out. This is really good and it has me up here...


January 09, 2018

Hard Hits in meh...

I understand that there will be ups and downs. When you’ve lived a life of mostly downs, you almost expect this. When you’re trying to turn things around for yourself, it seems that those hard hi...


January 09, 2018

Birds Are Peculiar in meh...

I’ve not seen pigeons in a long time. Where did they all go? This morning, as I stood on the bus stop, I heard some birds twittering among themselves. I looked up, just in case they were in the t...


January 05, 2018

I'm So Sorry in Him

Him lost his mother over the Christmas holiday. I sent him an email asking about gadget stuff. I remember a message he sent to me on Instagram and he said he’d talk to me. I know his mom meant a...


January 02, 2018

A Few Things in meh...

1) Happy New Year to You All! 2) Girl child is in her new place. Pray she gets furniture quickly. 3) Bubby spent his Christmas break with his father’s family. He came back yesterday and he looked...


December 28, 2017

Emails in Him

Playing around in my work email, I came across our beginning. I lay with you our first night and it took 10 years for it to dissolve. Replaying the coy me and you and our cat and mouse games. We ...


December 22, 2017

Brief Update in meh...

Daughter has another apartment. Couldn’t be more on time because I’m about to choke her out. I get to work over time today. My hours are from 9 to 4. Saturday, RJ took me to urgent care because m...


December 14, 2017

Let Me Tell You Something in meh...

Though I’m in a jovial mood at the moment, I’ve been thinking about this, thinking of sharing this. When I was 17, I was late for school one day. I was bussed out to the county so I would have to...


December 09, 2017

Whew... in meh...

So the spike in my temperature was due to me being active and drinking tea. I spent the day with Bubby Sr in my room. My daughter went to the bar to get breakfast and was gone for an hour. I want...


December 09, 2017

Hmph... in meh...

So my temp is 99.7 I did just wash dishes/clean kitchen and drink a cup of hot tea. That better be the deal. 😐😐😐😐😒😒😒


December 06, 2017

It Just Always Seems Like in meh...

Every time I think…things are at least on an even keel, that’s when the crisis strikes. It’s tiring, living everyday waiting for the proverbial shoe to drop. It often feels like whenever I want ...


December 06, 2017

Still Here in meh...

For the things that go right, something goes wrong. My daughter doesn’t listen when I try to help her. I specifically said, start getting your things down here BEFORE the last minute so it doesn’...


December 02, 2017

Writing in meh...

I want to start writing poetry again. Problem with that is that I can’t find metaphors to mask how I feel. I’ve been out of the game too long. Since I found freeform I don’t rhyme very well anymo...


November 26, 2017

Umhm.. in meh...

Daughter went to look at an apartment around the corner. She’s going to do the application tomorrow with her caseworker. It’s looking good. She’s still in the area. It’s $450 a month, she has the...


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