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So… Hello!! Remember Me?? I know, I know, I haven’t been here in a couple of months, and I must apologise in advance if this entry stops making sense at any point in time as it is a) being starte...

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You’ve been inside me for three months now, just swimming and kicking and dancing away in your happy little bubble, but one day, you’re gonna leave that bubble and come out into this horrible wor...

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So… I gave him til 5pm on the 12th to get in contact regarding the baby. 5:40pm on the 12th he gets in contact. Asks me if there’s anything he could say/do to make me get rid of Bub. Seriously, I...

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So… I told The Dad, he wasn’t impressed, he mentioned the A-word. I wasn’t impressed, then he tried to doubt paternity and I flipped my shit. I told him that if he don’t need to pull stunts like ...

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So…. it’s been nearly a week…. that has FLOWN by…. Yikes!! So I’ve still not told anyone, but it’s got me thinking you know, about the fact that I’m gonna be a single mum, and to be honest I’m r...

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So… apparently I’m pregnant… I took a test this morning. I’m 4 days late. Not normal. There were two pink lines. But I guess one could have been an evap line?? I have another test to do on Sunda...

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So… He rang today, with how much he loves me… and blah blah blah. He says he’s changed. I told him to fuck off and die.

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He’s a cunt, that’s why he does everything he does. Simples. I’ve been signed off work sick due to stress and anxiety. Fuck this life.

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So…. I’ve realised why I cry at the things I do… like Glee, like when the family members are reunited on Biggest Loser, at happy moments that I see and now I know, it struck me like a lightning b...

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So… WE’RE ENGAAAAAAAAAAAAAGED!!!

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So… Here we are, it’s our anniversary, the 17th, which means tomorrow is the 18th, which means I’M GOING TO ARIZONA!! SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! ahem Actually I’m heading off to the airpor...

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So… I’ve been thinking, next week begins a new chapter in my life. Next week I’ll be with him, while I’m there we’re getting engaged and I’m rather lucky, I found love, not everyone does. His fam...

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So… I came in from work and I had Air Mail. Checking the scrawl I knew he’d sent me something. I can tell his writing. It was a Hallmark card. The verse was to do with how much he cares and that ...

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So… If TPO had been pregnant the baby would have been due last Monday. It would have been here by now. Now I get that she was never pregnant but I feel that I’ve lost something. It was all so fuc...

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So… It’s 29 days until I see ActionMan again. I can’t wait. At some point in those two weeks my life is gonna change forever, at some point in those two weeks I’m gonna commit myself to ActionMan...

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So… I want to share this with you all… Just so that you get the good and the bad of ActionMan… This is the text I had waiting for me when I finished work… ” I wake in the morning and my first tho...

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So… We had a talk last night, then we had a row, I cried (so frustrating, like trying to get abrick wall to be logical.) Then we had another talk and we’re putting it all behind us, we’re both go...

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Valentines Day was a bust. Totally shit. He ruined it. Not even a card. He has time to get a tattoo, but nowt for VDay. Cos he hates it. Then he gets blind drunk and acts like a cunt. And I’m mea...

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So… I dont mean to cause panic or alarm, BUT I think I’ve found my dress!! My wedding dress and no, you cant see. No-one is except me, and the dressmaker, I was looking last night and I saw loads...

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So… The argument went on all night, and all of yesterday morning. I refused to back down. At one stage I refused to text him and told him I’d speak to him when he could be civil. Then when I fini...

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So I think I won the diary thing with ActionMan as he hasn’t mentioned it again.I think he’s realising that he’s not with someone who he can boss around. That I’m not some 17 year old bitch that ...

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We had our first row. And I’m still pissed off about it. He wants to read me here. I said no. Which lead to a bunch of Alpha Male Pride bollocks I told him no, and that if he doesnt like it it’s ...

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She booked the abortion on the Saturday and she had a surgical abortion on the Sunday? I’m sorry, that just doesn’t add up to me? You? IF that’s true, would she be able to lie about who she was? ...

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The “Pregnant” One says she’s having an abortion tomorrow. At 22 weeks. I can’t help but wonder about how quick and easy these abortions have been arranged by her. Is that pretty standard? Is tha...

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Urrrrrrrrrrrrrgh… WHY DID NO-ONE TELL ME THAT GETTING OLD WOULD BRING PMS?!?!?!?!?? This is where it might get a bit graphic… EVERYTHING HURTS!!! Seriously… There’s a taste of blood in my mouth m...

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