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Voi. Mis me ollaa? I’ve gone and curled my hair. Worse yet, I love it. I’ve invested in three separate packs of foam rollers that I can sleep in, because no, I won’t go see a person to do my hair...

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I’m alive and in extremely good humor. Last October/November took a harder mental toll on me than anticipated (getting Covid while healing from surgery, watching our cat die.) Healing is going mo...

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Warning: Pet Death, Pictures Grieving is a celebration of life, and I fucking hate celebrations. It’s been an extremely hard two months. More than two months, but these are the two where things t...

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Our cats love their catio. They practically live out there. My partner, who upcycled the wood and wire to make the wall for them, also created a little fountain with running water for them. Oh, ...

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Trigger warning: Slightly bloody things. Our therapist didn’t know my surgery had gotten moved up, so that was a blast. We joked about it before hand and then I dropped the line “So my surgery is...

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The first post-op appointment was today. I got to see what’s under this compression vest. Sadly, it went right back on (albeit less tightly this time) and it’ll have to be removed twice a day to ...

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Finally sat down with this freshly fixed laptop (thanks, Shane!) only to find that out, twice in a row. I managed to not take any medicine today until a moment ago, since I don’t want the zaps of...

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I mean, I am, but I didn’t expect I could smell it so strongly through the compression vest. Today is my first full day home after yesterday’s bilateral mastectomy with nipple reconstruction and ...

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My SO did a survey and now I’m going to do a survey. I seriously recently put several “Would you rather…” style apps on my phone because I was missing those old MySpace era journal quizzes and sh...

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Context: The game is aidungeon. It makes up an interactive story, like a digital dungeon master, and you can type in any action or dialogue your heart desires because the adaptive ai will digest...

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“How do you remember all that?” “There’s no way I could do it that way.” The Preface: I am a personal/digital shopper, however you want to call it. I shop for six to eight people at once in any o...

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Shift, that is, for four weeks. We concluded our first day of night this morning. I powered through it and the work wasn’t bad at all. I’m thankful, though, as due to the spacing of our breaks, I...

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[Current Mindstorm] I need to clean but I need to change clothing to be able to clean but I need to shower to change clothes but cleaning will make the shower pointless because it’s filthy. [Pos...

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Have you ever wanted to be famous? More like I wanted my creations to be famous, but I would gladly be faceless behind them. If you were to move out right now, do you think you would be successfu...

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When was the last time you ate out for lunch? Months ago, probably TGIF whenever the whole household went off somewhere for something. Probably when something in the house broke and we had to go ...

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[1.A] My nose doesn’t work like it used to. A sinus infection made my sense of smell disappear for awhile, and it didn’t come back fully. Now I get phantom smells or pick up on some elements of o...

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I absolutely can’t write regularly, so I’m going to run a project where I dump everything currently on my mind in a get-in-get-out list format. [1] Peaches and Licorice go fantastic together. I w...

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I got a call just before my shift started today. It was from the sleep clinic. They wanted to confirm my upcoming appointment this Monday. Guess they did manage to schedule it… I wonder if they s...

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I had both a psychiatry appointment and a therapy appointment yesterday. I just want to say: I’ve never seen my psychiatrist so angry as when I told her about how the sleep clinic had treated me,...

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I’m on three medications now. One for anxiety/depression, one for OCD, and one for restless leg syndrome. Those would be prozac/fluoxitine, laMICtal/lamotrigine, and mirapex/pramipexole. The last...

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It’s me. I’m strange little man. I don’t talk about work outside of work unless I am dragged tooth and nail into a conversation, and even then, I am extremely reluctant. I also don’t process my ...

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“A song you loved WELL before a tv show or movie popularized it.” I’d like to say, I almost skipped this one, because again, I don’t do tv or movies. I wouldn’t know even if a show DID make one o...

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“A band you never would have heard of if it wasn’t for a tv show, tv commercial, or movie.” I don’t… do television. We’re going to have a serious talk about A.D.D. at my next therapy appointment,...

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“A current band on the charts that you’d like to be friends with.” What charts are the normal options? No idea, but I’m not bothering with top forty. (Look at me, too hipster and edgy over here.)...

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“A band or song you wish would just fall off the face of the earth.” In case you missed it the first time around:

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