An'yai ⋅ 39 ⋅
Once upon a time, I thought I knew who I was. I thought I had a handle on what I wanted in life, who I wanted to be. Then I grew up and realized that like Jon Snow, I know nothing. So I'm just muddling around, trying to figure things out for myself without hurting too many people along the way.
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Running in Circles in The Daily Grind
Oh my god, the last two days were so rough. Sunday, I don’t know how the hell I got through it with my sanity (mostly) intact! to start off, I only had 3 and a half, maybe 4 hours of sleep that...
Just Chugging Along (Mostly) in The Daily Grind
So. I did make Tim a birthday cake. Cake was great, frosting was… well… a big fail. :( I think we agreed to toss the cake and one of these days I’ll make him a new one. Maybe on Friday, sinc...
Jebus Crispy in The Daily Grind
I haven’t written here in ages and ages. u.u I do want to get back into the habit of writing, hopefully daily, but even weekly sounds good. I know that part of the reason why I didn’t write m...
February 3, 2022 in The Past
So, it’s another day that I should be in bed and another night of staying up all night because by the time my body said it was time to go to sleep, it’s not worth sleeping before picking up Rider...
Just A Quick Note in The Past
I’m back. Yeah, hopefully for longer than a few days here and there this time. :) I’ll be writing an updated “What’s been going on with me!” post tomorrow, when I’m not half asleep and needin...
February 2, 2022 in The Past
It’s past ten PM and I should be in bed… oh fuck, no, it’s past 11 pm and I really should be in bed – I got to be up and coherient at 3:30 tomorrow morning… but when I was talking to hubby about ...
February 1, 2022 in The Past
Day One. This time I hope I can actually get through the month without fail. I already owe 750 words 5.00, which will be paid on Thursday, lol. I don’t want to owe them more with my challenge ple...
All's Quiet on the Homefront in The Past
Well, not really, but close enough. Squiggs is gearing up for his first interview tomorrow. I’m so happy that he’s already getting options and the like, already has 3 interviews lined up and pro...
Morning Time is Best Time in The Past
I think my favorite time of day is the early morning. One of my daily “chores” is to pick Mom up from work… she gets off at 4am, which means I’m up at 3:30 to make her coffee and go grab her fro...
Married Life in The Past
I have to say, Married Life isn’t much different from “living in sin” life. The wedding was great… so much stress leading up to it, but the wedding itself was pretty and I was happy. we didn’t...
Gettin Way Too Real in The Past
So, we ordered the wedding invitations last week and they’ll be here next week. I’m beginning to realize that the wedding is actually happening and that it’s coming up in 6 months. My wedding d...
Commission? Sweet! in The Past
So Eru and I finally finished the dragon egg and chest for Stilly. Once they were finished, and we told Still, he mentioned he wanted another box. So we showed him one of the other boxes that w...
New Project - Dragon Eggs in Maile
So, one of the things that I’ve been focusing on in the past year is coming up with new projects and new designs for things to sell. Especially things that Eru and I can work on together and tha...
And Then It's 2019... in The Past
So much has changed and so much has stayed the same. Still living with Mom and Court. :) Only now I have my fiance (yes, fiance) living with us too. :) Eru (not his real name XD, he’s really...
Holding Pattern in The Past
Things are falling apart in an odd way. Thursday afternoon I was called into the HR office and told that as of March 3rd, I will not have a job any longer. They’re combining my department with ...
Pens! And Ink! in The Past
Well, it’s closer to “Pen! And Ink!” I got my pen in Tuesday, as well as all my ink samples, and my wax seal. I’m really excited to be starting on InCoWriMo / Letter-Mo. In fact, I’ve actually...
So Much for Daily in The Past
So much for daily writing, eh? I haven’t had much energy really to write. Well, that and the fact that I spent the last few days playing 7 Days to Die with Maili.... I know, shameful, right? W...
2017? Just a continuation in The Past
I hope everyone has had a good new year celebration (for those who did celebrate it). I played video games with my sister and my boyfriend and opened up my Animal Crossing game just in time to c...
A Whole New Look? in The Past
This is the first time that I’ve been back on this site in quite a while… wow. It’s like a whole new place. I think I like it. It’s Christmas Eve and I’m at Nate’s house… He and Alex are gett...
It’s officially one month until my 31st birthday. And I have no clue what I’m going to be doing. All I know is that I might take my birthday off and take a 4 day weekend instead of a 3 day one....
Another month, and by god, I’m going to do this right this month. Promise. Why is it that as soon as I start paying for this, I start lapsing on getting the words done? le sigh. It’s just wh...
The weekend was a good one. :) Saturday I went shopping with Court, and picked up Bob to go see Ghostbusters. We enjoyed the movie a lot more than we thought we would, I was kind of creeped ou...
Slacker! Total Slacker! Things have been busy - and I’ve been neglecting you -le sigh- I’m so bad. Pat’s chemo is going good… he’s going for the third treatment for his cancer today. His mom i...
Oh dear lord… I really messed up. Well, not messed up, but I didn’t continue the way I want to. It seems that when I don’t have anything to talk about I tend to ramble and fill my words, but whe...
Well, on the plus side, I’m working on making the foundation of a good habit. Sadly, it’s not taking all that well. I don’t remember much of yesterday, in all honesty. Pat went to chemo, I we...
