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I have daddy issues. It’s just a fact. I was doing okay, better than I ever expected I would. I was getting out there. I went to a hot springs/spa for the 1st time. Made an entire girls day out o...

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I feel out of it. I slept okay last night. Better than usual, really. Still, I feel …off. I’m very likely gonna have go under the knife again. I’m having horrible GI issues because of all the adh...

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…but okay. I’ve had too much to drink. I feel good though. I’m going to the gym daily. I’m SWIMMING! It’s been amazing! I’m doing well. Better than before anyway. I’m gonna start meds soon. I hav...

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Today was a great day. It wasn’t anything spectacular either just a perfect example of what I want this new life to be. It started simple enough with good morning conversation that lead to fun na...

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I had a good session with my therapist today. I like her a lot. She seems to hear me & really pay attention. She also actually helps me problem solve. We’ve worked on a bedtime routine that …...

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I went to dinner with my son tonight. It was difficult but it was also pretty great. He has some pretty severe mental health issues. I do my best but I don’t always know how to handle it. I’ll de...

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I went dancing tonight. I got all dressed up & went dancing! Me. Dancing.

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I’m going to try getting waxed. I bought my first pair of fishnet stockings and a dress! I should’ve worn them together today but I’m waiting for the right shoes. I have a new apartment. The fanc...

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I am so tired. I have yet to sleep a single night of restful sleep. It’s wearing on me. I am still putting one foot in front of the other but I kinda wish I could stop for awhile. I’m pushing mys...

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I am going to a work holiday lunch today! For once, I didn’t have to lie & pretend it was mandatory in order to have “permission” to go. I didn’t spend hours thinking & stressing about wh...

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I did it. I left. It happened on Saturday but I’m already close to signing for an apartment. I’m THAT done. It should’ve happened A LONG time ago. We all know that. Luckily, I’ve been planning fo...

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All I can ever do is hope that when they finally have to go, things for them get infinitely better without me. I imagine that it must. The Void -Andy Black [Verse 1] This ship has crashed We bur...

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A dear friend/co-worker sent me this …she did it gently & asked me to please, not be offended. I am not offended. I am deeply moved. I love her for very much for being so concerned. Leslie Mo...

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